spm is gonna over soon...what next?

Why is Love important?

So often we spend most of our time taking care of our physical needs. We make sure our bodies are fed, cleaned, clothed, exercised and rested. We also make sure intellectual stimulation and entertainment is a priority. Yet we also overlook the most important need -- love.

Of course, as a society, love is not overlooked. Popular media constantly places great emphasis on what we need to do and how we should look to attract "love". But being loved is not as powerful an emotional need as that desire to love someone else.

The need to love and care for others is built into us biologically. This need is what allows parents to forgo sleep, food, and sanity while raising their children. This need is what allows people to put themselves at risk to save others from natural disasters and human threats. This need is what makes human society work on both a small and large scale.

Loving others allows us to put the needs and desires of others before our own. We will work harder and longer, sometimes at jobs we loathe, to provide for those we love. We will tolerate otherwise intolerable conditions to provide care for our loved ones whether they are young or old.

Love means to cherish, hold dear, and treasure. We do not hurt, harm, or cause pain to those we love; rather, we seek to relieve their suffering. It is not about wanting people; it's about wanting people to be happy. It's not about wanting to possess or control others; it's about wanting to set them free.

John Oxenham described love this way: "Love ever gives. Forgives, outlives. And ever stands with open hands. And while it lives, it gives. For this is love's prerogatives - to give, and give, and give."

Love is the grease that allows the wheel of life to continue turning. For when we love we look beyond ourselves, beyond our needs and desires. We sacrifice our time, our energy, our wishes, and sometimes even ourselves because of love. Sometimes it is for an immediate person or group that we know intimately and love completely, but other times it is for a larger group of people that we don't really know or perhaps even like. It is love that allows law enforcement and emergency services personnel to face danger. It is love that allows soldiers to risk everything. Love makes heroes every day in every corner of the world. As Thomas ã Kempis said: "Love feels no burden, thinks nothing of trouble, attempts what is above its strength... It is therefore able to undertake all things, and it completes many things, and warrants them to take effect, where he who does not love would faint and lie down."

The ultimate definition of love is not about feeling good but rather about doing good. A perfect example of love in action is Mother Teresa who worked so long and so hard on the behalf of others. However we see it all around us if we look for it. Robert Louis Stevenson said: "The essence of love is kindness."

Love is important because without it life has no meaning or purpose. As Frank Tebbets says "A life without love in it is like a heap of ashes upon a deserted hearth, with the fire dead, the laughter stilled and the light extinguished." Love allows us to be more and do more than we could ever accomplish without its power.

Love?? She think that isn't important, is not suppose to be care about it. Why do people can find their love ones and live forever? There are such people like this, a good couple. Love each other from the day they meet each other, end up with a live happily ever after. There is such things so called Forever. But to desperate people like you and me....Perhaps is not..U said love isn't important, if you find a guy who truly love you totally insane. I swear he will really appreciate what he got. Maybe he is not good enough. There are many different people outside there, different personality, different character...some are acceptable...some of them are not....To me, i have seen something good, forever.. I have seen the elders, holding their hands ( the old ones)....talk and smile..Jokes...i'm really glad and happy to see such things like this.. In fact, you haven't meet him yet.. who is he? The Forever....Him....The guy who gonna involve and be part of your life, caring, protective and love you... I do notice, your mom and your dad kinda sweet...I'm kinda happy to see that...another good couple....SY...try to listen and accept people persuasion....you have changed, after someone leave you,someone who used to live in your heart....but he left...Your heart is totally broken and is hard to recover...He is not the one who love you....perhaps this is fate....he is not your partner....Try to listen and accept it...what people told you...=).....you would enjoy your life...try to think ...positively ...k???^^ DUN ARGUE WITH ME !!! =)..

I have done my best ....

I have done my best for my trials, even though im still not satisfied what i had received today. But i believe i tried to push myself and work diligently and 100% concentrate on my studies..Results came out, and i did badly.Even though, my exam improved but still these is not i want. I do notice im a such a greedy person, but in exams, we should not call that greedy, is achievement. We should improve each and everyday or day by day. Perhaps, it would be a success in our future. Work diligently without give up, it would not be a disaster to us. Spm!!, easy come easy go ^^. Gambateh !!~

friends--^^

Today i attended a party in gita bayu, pui yee party. This is the best 1 among the party i attended previously. WHY? feel curious and confuse right? It was really fun. And i have given the opportunity to sing a song with the one.....Im kinda happy. Before the party begin, we having so much fun---friends-- sook yee, marcus, micheal....BAD ONeS!!!!... particularly marcus and micheal ...made me feel embarrassing in front of someone..LOL..-_-...but im ok with that..haha...cuz i should show the truth/character of mine...im not gonna pretend/assume somehow...i really want to show that what kind of people im....so from that onwards...im being natural when she came..

AH!! something interesting happen during the party ...micheal and marcus...and ke liang..omg..!! FARNY DUDES EVER....they made a pizza....well..!! FAILED ...xD!!..loser..haha jkjk...=)...but is really nice, especially the cheese..xD..with sausage...SeDAP haha...

Unfortunately, the party end around 11pm, to me.....im kinda satisfied....BLAME SOMEONE!!---sook yee haha xD...neh..!! actually is time we supposed to back home...it is enough...!! After we sent sook yee back home, we went to old town and have a great conversation and chat....we talked about life, career, relationship...I gain alot of knowledge from ther....

Let me give some persuasion , Leou GYN!!! =)....YOU ARE LUCKY ONES....but anyway ...should think about your future now..cuz is very important oh ^^...comment about you.....^^ YOU ARE FriendLY!~~~ haha ...love it...Ke liang !! HM~~ =)...well do anything you like ^^...trust me...u can be the best one....if your dad asked you to take over his business...that is great..^^ go ahead..do it...!! =)..we are the supportive team for u....MARCUSS!!! =).....BEsT!!! =)...haha...nothing bad to say about you...i really wish i could have one...!! xD!!!..but fortunately ....u tak ada..xD...semua baik haha...KENneth!!..=)...so quite...xD during the conversation....but you are right wat you said....nothing is 4ever...but is not all ....depend...^^...just little disagree..haha ....anyway ...never regret have a friends like you guys that we could get so close and have a great talk xD....wish we could go next time AGAIN !! haha xD...

AND!!!!!

I wan to say sorry to my best fren ...leou gyn....Actually i did something wrong, previously..i hurt ur feeling. Im sorry....i feel guilty and remorse...I just knew how important you are....not only you, marcus...TQ !!..for fetch me back home. I should repay you 1 day haha ^^....And, what you guys said that, im a understanding people...Well, im glad to hear that, but to me actually im still think that im not enough..Probably im still a teenager with a less experience. I understand how people feel, but i duno how to solve it...I'm really talkative ....verY!! haha xD...but i really wish i could lend my hand some certain things. I do understand my weakness, which is taking people stuff without permission. Im really sorry to the dudes that i did that to you before..perhaps this is a bad habit...im trying to change..but i couldn't....Anyway, thx for your comment and i really having so much fun to have friends like you guys, particularly the very close friends. I guess u know who im talking xD...Once again, TQ Pui yee for inviting me =) Love yA!!!...TQ Marcus and Sook Yee for fetching me !! Love Both of u !!!..xD...TQ Leougyn for forgiving me...i duno whether you are...but from my thought...yes u are BABE^^...Love BO!!!....and TQ..Li Peng ^^...for coming to the party....^^ ...you made my day haha..xD and TQ EVERYONE !! ^^

life......

Gonna graduate soon, i dislike the feeling....i want to be secondary life...school life...it is fun. No need to worry about financial, future and everything about my life. Peace~~, but this isn't gonna stop, time is not gonna stop. We have to keep walking, until the end of the road or else we still need to worry about us, safety on the road. Life- money, house, family. Everyone and everything. I am so worry right now. Feel not safety.. School gonna end. Spm gonna come. How many A im gonna get for? i really wish i could get all distinction. Hope so..=)....dislike the feeling....Wish i could control the time...Like a machine, next? previous? as i like....don't wanna say goodbye...teenager life....but this is adolescence that gonna face ....the fact......i hate it........~~~~

O.O tagged by sook yee

1.Li Peng
2.Sook Yee
3.Sebastian
4.Ponli
5.Pikling
6.Kennie
7.Leougyn
8.Chingjin
9.Kevin
10.YewKwan



01-[ 4号认识6号吗? ]
-No-

02-[ 10号是男还是女? ]
-Boy-

03-[ 8号的兴趣是? ]

-Piercing-

04- [ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ]
-got, sister-

05-[ 7号姓氏? ]
-Chin-

06-[ 10号人缘好吗? ]
-okay-

07-[ 4号有人追吗? ]
-Got, For sure-

08-[ 承上2号呢? ]
-What is this?!-

09-[ 6号喜欢的颜色是? ]
-Green?-

10-[ 3号和10号是朋友吗? ]
-Yes-

11-[ 8号的生日是? ]
-DUno HAHA-

12-[ 5号读哪呢? ]
-SUngai Long-

13-[ 你怎么认识10号的? ]
-Form 1-

14-[ 你跟1号的生日差几个月? ]
-below 1 month-

15-[ 你和9号有出去玩过吗? ]
-Yes-

16-[ 你喜欢和2号聊天吗? ]
-Wa, that girl.. damn talkative .-

17-[ 你喜欢和3号在一起吗? ]
-yes...can brw money haha-

18-[ 你觉得7号人怎么样? ]
-frenly ^^-

19-[ 你觉得9号人怎么样? ]
-VERY GOOD ^^-

20-[ 你爱5号吗? ]
-As friend ^^....future duno? ahah-


1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的
- Sook Yee-

2. 你们认识多久呢
-6 + -

3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗
-very best friend...6 years wo...LOL-

4. 你与他(她)的关系是
-Bestfriend-

5.你覺得他(她）的個性如何
-cute,farny,clumsy,careless and friendly ^^-

6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是
-Watch Porn-


問 : 當你在更衣室沖水 门忽然被打开了你会
答 : "Hi!!!!!!"

問 : 海中忽然大浪來襲后 你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了 你会
答 : Wouwit.....Hei miss, nice body..xP!!!!

問 : 去海边玩会使用咩交通工具
答 : 三輪車

問 : 你突然发现沒帶泳裝 泳衣你会買吗
答 : Wear underwear go swim la...wat is the big deal?

問 : 回去时 发现有其他遊客手机沒拿 你会觉得是哪牌子的
答 : Nokia?Sony ericsson?

問 : 海边对你來说是
答 : Beautiful 飄difu

問 : 看到镜子 会不由自主的向前吗
答 : Yep

問 : 经常用洗面乳吗
答 : 2 days 1 time

問 : 说到自恋会想到谁
答 : Myself

問 : 有人说该減肥了 你会
答 : OF COURSE IM THE 1ST...

問 : 自恋 適合你吗
答 : YEAH!!!.....cuz i always rejected by girls =)

Somewhere

i'm gonna leave soon, where?
place which is beautiful, peace and calm.
Relax and happy would always appear in the place where i want to be. Where it is ?
I don't know, just want to said somewhere? Actually it just some aspiration(desire,hope) inside me.
There is no place no where so called beautiful, peace and calm. Not even others country, not even heaven. But inside my heart. Place which my soul and my body could feel relax, especially when i dreaming. Dream on someone? The shadow of her. Blur image i couldn't see . I will feel curious and i really wan to know who she was? The answer who will shows in my future. That it will always happens in my life. Is truth, exactly the same as the dream. Person, People, Place . Is the same....what actually it is ? Why it will show us? Is it our human ability ? I guess so ><...it seems kinda fun , but i would like if the image or the picture or the dreams shows more clear !!! that would be nice...and dream everyday ..I would like to know my future .YEAH!!!!....HELL Ya..!!

please...get well soon...

please..god...please tell me there is nothing happen to her...just a slightly pain..but not terrible injured happen to her...please...i don't wanna listen anything which is affect her life....please ....now i just realize ...hw important she is ...to me...from now on ...she is the only person i will care the most besides my parents/family...please do not easily let her get into trouble or have to take any treatment..please....tell me that she just injured a little ...she is my very best friend...please ....may god be with her....pray...

Pray*
Mr.Alphonsus. I wish you could get well soon. May God be with you.

Hei,mr.alphonsus how are you? i knew something happened during school day. I heard they said that you fainted in the class when you are teaching some classes.. I wish it did not affect your health, please do not let us worry about you.mr.v told us that you seems well...wish that is truth, what i've heard...anyway....PLease take care of yourself...May God Be with you ...

1 week...over...well i don't know wat to say...but i knew that i did very badly in my exam....
ahh!!! panic.....wish i could get an A1 ...please T_T.....study hard !!!

GoodLuck Kids =)

hei everyone, those who facing major exam this year...=)...i wish you goodluck and all the best =)..even though is trials...do your best as u can =) Never give up , or attitude with easy go easy come. No such thing kids. No more =). Gambatehru =)...and aisheru =) HAHA !!! =)

i duno what im doing...

i duno what im doing.....

=)- pierced and the feeling of mine

i pierced and look so wrong. I could not get myself into a good condition through the night that always people used to do. Get me? if you do not, then get yourself out of this. I'm trying to be best but not better. Seems like no one notice i pierced except the dude who get me into this and my parents as well. Well, it looks handsome to me but i feel uncomfortable . Something so annoying , something weird and so wrong. 'WHAT THE HELL!!!!!" blurted.....force to ...but not want to T_T.....ah !!! after i took out the earring ...I FEEL !! ..better =)....and look normal...haha...i love the previous me...that i always be =).

彼此的相愛

明明就感到近在咫尺，不過伸手還是無法掌握，就算如此，儘管留不住，有些東西也會常駐心頭吧，身處相同的時間，望過了一樣的光景，只要記得這些，就算分隔兩地，也能相信彼此是同在的，現在我要不斷奔跑下去，只要朝著遠方而去，總有一天，也能抵達期望的目標。。。。。。。

或者總有一天。。。我也會在遇到你。。。

Happy birthday ~~ GAY ~~weiliem..

WEiliem happy birthday ~~ Cant celebrate with you today , but dun worry we celebrate with you next year...lolx..~~~august 15.....saturday ....WEILIEM....STEVEN CHOW HERE WISH YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! gay ~~~=).....grow up alredi, stop being like a 3 years old kid....haha...maturity should grow up as well ^^ k la.....thats all i wan to say gay ....1 more time....HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!

Pui Yee ~~

Hei , someone told me that you are sick, fever, ^^.....dun worry---you will get well soon .....haha...rest more la ^^...

喜歡你笑的時候

看著你笑，我心裡充滿希望，
看著你笑，我心裡充滿幸福，
看著你笑，我心裡充滿信心，
看著你笑，我心裡充滿喜歡，

好喜歡看著你笑的感覺。。希望你能每天對著我笑喔。｝

3 days absent

O.....really sick, fever, flu , cough, fainted ...wow terrible hahax....now i feel better...=).....Guys, my friend and family...dun worry ...im fine =D.....thx for caring ya...love u guys ...muacks ...xD

Im so stupid

I feel regret, remorse and guilty...cuz i din appreciate what i got previously...someone care about me , someone who are my true friend, and someone i fall in love with before. I really wish time could turn back and start again, but time is not a game, is past.....never return. Just hope, if i go after you again , you will accept me....can i? I guess no....well.........let it be......from now on....i will use my sense and thought...to do what i should do, and who i should go after, --- who care about me, worry about me ........and now ...study hard....get 7 A for my spm and im satisfy ....wish god will always stand next to me and agree with my decision...~~ always....tq.....and love you

When im sick

When im sick, the feeling of desperate, the feeling of hate, dislike...appear again. I really wish someone could talk to me. And im too lucky...my fren- kenny help me out...~~ staying nxt to me....made some jokes. hahax...i feel better now ......not only him.....i need to say thx to another person as well...she made quite a number of jokes...hahax and some caring message....that she wrote...i feel warm...~~ and safe....hahax....not praise you orhx xD......just want to say tQ....=D.....im not gonna mention who la ....=D you know yourself...=D....

Sunday---after badminton....i exhausted and have a bad feeling. i knew im gonna have a terrible sick ....but i just ignore...cuz i thought it will recover once i take a nap....went home wif kenny and take a nap

Monday- absent to school, cuz having a terrible fever and my dad brought me to see doctor, and he gave me some medicine...and i slept in my grandma house.....and i fainted outside the toilet, before i asked to go back home....gosh...

十大女人－男人怕怕

1。太虛榮－－example：有錢賣lvbag
2。愛美太超過－－example：喜歡整容的女人
3。不能同甘共苦－－example：結婚後跟丈夫分住
4。倒胃口－－example：明明說借現在說給
5。生活在L世界－－example：lesbian
6。geek女－－example：不做家務
7。控制欲太強－－example：24小時管丈夫
8。暴力－－example：野蠻
9。週末變身女－－example：週末瘋狂，平時正常
10。絕食女－－example：每天絕食，想吃老婆煮的飯都沒機會吃到。。

誰認為我講的對，請給兩個。。最正確的。。答案和comment
比如：1 and 2, i agree with you steven

Friday ~~Badminton----challenger

Orhx, the latest badminton court -challenger,is not huge as i expected but is very convenient cuz it just near my house haahx ^^.....snooker,futsal,badminton....wonderful !!!! excellent !!!! so i could go ther with my dad everyday ~~--- snooker ....my dad is very pro in that game =D but im sux xD...!!!anyway ...just to inform u guys, ~~ new badminton court near cempaka school ~~~named---challenger..~~~=D

Friday~after school, i and friends~~ sookyee,fish,ding,yao and the others.....play badminton....it was so much fun !!!! Later on, we went to psr mlm....damn something happened....embarrassed.....i din expect they went to psr mlm, buy food with the bags !! gosh....bag is so huge to carried and it was so annoying--- i guess u know why....~~ lucky someone help me out --- dear best fren ---kevin th0NG !!! my gay partner xD....jkjk....~anyway ~~~ i think thats all i wan to say --=D

~ Tq ~ ms.toh~

Hei, even though we duno each other and not as close as your normal friends.~~ tq ...tq so much for being supportive. Well, will you do me a favor ? xD stop asking am i ok? or dun upset or somehow hahax....cuz i don't have anymore xD ...Tq ~~ so much ~~ hahax....my friend ~~ ms.toh xD~~ i really do wish , we could meet each other cuz i cant wait to know you, what kind of person u are? is that friendly ? is that farny? i really wan to know ? xD!!!! ~~ k la...thats all for you today hahax...no more praise* xD...or else u will lanc 1 hahax...( no offense ) jkjk~~

Someone mention u ~ but i dun hav the feeling of caring anymore~

Someone mention about you, and tel me that u had back to the relationship that u used to be...Im not happy what i heard, but as not deep as i used to be...i feel calm and happy...Tq~ leaving me....if nt until today~ i feel abnormal , hate and pain deep inside my heart....As long u happy, im satisfy .....Someone said i change very fast- just like a few days...actually im not ....but as i said , not much as i used to be.....~~ anyway....be happy always...~with ur love 1

Wish Everything will Get back as Usual as soon as possible

Haiz..Many things happened today, many misunderstanding between my friends- sook yee and kenny. Why just let it go ? Haiz..Is it so hard to say " im sorry, can you forgive me".. just an apologize...ken-..( no offense ) ....as a boy..and a men. You must understand the situation. Well scott, ( no offense ), i knew you din mean that, obviously you will feel pissed right? i know how it feel, i understand so i din stand any side, but i will be the person who would like to listen, what is going on..~ Ken, let it go , just forgot about it ok? Now u look, scott alredi said sorry to leou gyn, and they nothing right now. But you urself get into trouble..well...i duno what to said....but only things i could say is try to be the person...try to think what will happen if i done this things..? Think wisely....Sookyee, well i duno what to said as a friend...I know it will not happy if someone said that, i will do what you did as well. But i wish you do not get angry--anymore what kenny did previously, wish you could forgive him....Can we get back the friendship that we used to be? huh? please...i really wish u guys stop misunderstanding or something..and with just a small matter...ok? ( no offense) How old you guys alredi ? What want to argue with just a small matter? little misunderstanding..Only things i can do, offer my prays, wish everything could get well soon...

Scott.....dun feel bad ok? i do notice you are not happy today...I din think much about jin mun already. I feel ok now =D, seriously..you and i still best friend, but i only wish you could tre8 her good and loyal. Stop flirting ...boy xD...haha....no offense huh...You know someone dislike you, i do know but i will just ignore...cuz we know each other long time right? Bro, dun think too much, everything is over...and i do wish take care of jin mun, be honest and loyal to her....by the way, she is just my best friend...and stop thinking. i know you think too much today, dude...be happy always...jovial=D...you are still my best friend ..scott~

Monday~~ Celebrate gyn bday

Gyn ah ^^....happy birthday orhx ^^...I found that you are so much happier than saturday, we hang out together..seriously..^^...Wish you love the cake i bought for you....This is the 1st time i bought a cake for someone else except my family hahax..u are so lucky lo haha xD...jkjk....anyway ..be happy always dun always give me that moody face...i kill u haha...xD jkjkk.....k la...that is all i wan to tell u gyn....bye xD...love you and happy belated birthday =D

Leou Gyn Bday xD

LEOU GYN- my best friend

happy birthday orhx^^...my dear best friend leou gyn. I notice u having much fun today. hahax...not only you, but we are ...hahax. 5 years alredi. =D Do you remember 1st time, we meet each other, you was just a fat and cute girl, but look at you now...Much different. But i never regret that i have you this kind of friend, you gave me advise, help me out of the darkness world-which is so dark so dark, without you i might not survive. Hahax...u are my best friend dude...i will appreciate it.

Lets see, today we went for karaoke 3/4 hours over there, we were having so much fun.Later on, we having our lunch in sushi king, hei forgot to tell u ....tq gyn xD..for the sushi. It was delicious, i love it . hahax....and after lunch, we went to baskin robbin to have our desert...ouch..xD...i din get 1 cuz i know is very expensive.hahax . By the way, tq gyn ~~~ tq everything

你走了~

你還記得我們在一起的那感覺嗎？
你還記得我們在一起的每一分鐘嗎？
你還記得我們在一起手拉手的感覺嗎？
你還記得我們在一起渡過種種的痛苦嗎？


我還記得，我們在一起的那段感情，經過了不少風風雨雨，才在一起的。。而且我永遠~永遠都不會忘記。。我對你的愛多麼的深，多麼的喜歡，多麼的痛苦，我已經不能再承受了，我好心苦~也好痛苦。。三年了。。都過去了。。但是心裡還是無法忘記。。依然你在我的心裡多麼的重要。。我知道你终会离去就像美丽的日落而尽只是没有想到你会走的那样匆忙当我的心还在夏日的花香中徘徊当我的目光还在你停留过的地方凝视，当我悠长的思念还在积聚着对你的爱恋..就在這時。你却说你要走了。。其實我想跟你一起承擔一切。。一起面對種種困難。。看著你痛苦的樣子，我好辛苦，就明明好想在你面前哭出來。。卻做不到。。我不想你不開心。。所以在你面前扮一副開心的樣子~反而在你背後~一直不停的流眼淚。。你叫我別愛上你。。去喜歡別的女人。。
而且你也對我說：對不起，無法陪你走下去~原諒我好嗎？
我說：不。。不能。。不能原諒你。。我心裡。。永遠只有你。。每人能取代你在我心裡重要的位置。。我喜歡的女人，永遠只有你一個。。無論有多困難，我們都可以解決對不對？別放棄。。只要有一線的希望，我們都能活下去。

就在這時，我感覺到你的手好冰冷，手指漸漸的鬆開了，不在溫，不在像我以前握你的手的感覺~。。。
轉眼間。。你人就不在了。。而且失去的無影無蹤。。那天我的眼淚不停的流。。不停的。。~流。。
現在我每一天，每一秒。。都好想你。。為甚麼？為甚麼？天。這麼不公平，要拆散一對彼此喜歡對方，愛著對方的真實的戀人。我恨你。。！！我每一次看著我們過去的背影。。好懷念。。真的好不想你離開我。。好不捨得分手的感覺。。明明抓緊緊了轉眼又失去了。。就好像日落－美丽的日落總是就在一瞬間。。消失了。。

你走向远方的时候。。
带走的是我深深的却无法表露的执著。。一直固执的认定你来了以後就一定会陪着我走完我的人生的道路。。而你突然的离去才使我明白那只是一张我用相思累积的无法兑现的存单。。我明白你的离去有太多的无奈因为现实。。让你和我没的选择岁月的长河里。。也许会有很多想不到的风浪不能我們一起承擔。。對不起。。原諒我好嗎？
原諒我
以前珍惜你的不夠
原諒我
以前對你冷落的態度
原諒我
以前對你的愛不夠深
原諒我。。。。
對不起，我自錯了。。。

最後，有句話好想對你說。。但你現在卻無法聽得到 。。＊就在這時我對這藍黑的天空喊著＊

－老婆！！我愛你！！我很！！！愛你！！，可以原諒我以前做錯的一切嗎？好嗎？。。。。

MY BEst FAMILY !!! AND FRIENDS 4EVER -

I duno what to said? Tq. Seriously. Few droplet from my eyes flow it as usual. I feel so happy that my friend, being so supportive. TQ Sook yee!!
Tq, for everything, without you. Probably my heart will keep on thinking about her. My mind, her image, her smile, her shadow- everything about her. Without your advise, without the persuasion of yours . I might still live in darkness. And now i feel so much better. TQ....not only sook yee, my friends as well. Each of them.....kenny, leou gyn, yew kwan, kenneth, kevin and liselle=D...TQ ...for being so ..good to me....... And sorry, forgive me, being so selfish previously.........................sorry ...
FORGIVE M3......i promise you guys, im not gonna think about her anymore....and i will just focus on my studies, and the friendship of us...............

and Sook Yee sorry, when i need someone, you will be the 1st one always appear in my side. But when u need me, i will always be somewhere else. I'm sorry sook yee. im sorry. I will never abandon my friend anymore...Not only you , every single friend that i knew....I will always lend a hand or a shoulder to you guys , when you guys need me.......TQ !!!! MY FAMILIES AND MY FRIENDS.....I LOVE YOU !!

Absent today xD

Not feeling well. Book~Sick....Never heard before right? xD. Im tired, and the class having today is not so important..not all but phew of them. xD so i din went to skol today and i study myself + i clean up the house. xD....to be continue

Saishiki ~ sisiki ? whatever la xD..

As long i knew it is a japanese buffet restaurant.. and the foods were delicious.im satisfy =D.. Unagi is the best among the food i ate yesterday. Sashimi salmon not bad xD.. love it so much ~~ hmmph what else....cawan mushi ^^ wow...miss that..hahax anyway ~~~foods are delicious, same goes to friends. hahax friendly dude ~~ many jokes. xD!!..Kevin kevin ~~my gay partner lolx..~~jkjk~~~ anyway..it was so much fun yesterday .~~ erh~~ xD. Thats all what i wanted to post today...To be CONTINUE ~ =D

Happy~

Hei..im so happy today, we like back to normal, but not normal as previously. But im SOSOSOSOSOSOSO HAPPY,felicitous......HAHAX....i dun care whether is truth or fake. But as long i see you smile...HAHAH!!! im just satisfy to see you happy even though you might be with someone else. TQ, TQ, TQ, TQ !!!

Finally ~^^

phew, i feel better now,much better hahax. And something i din expected, it happen hahax. Anyway just like i used to said. do whatever u want, as long you like it , dun give up, i will always support whatever decision u made.XD, of course i do wish we could get back the friendship between us. Just friend. But because of something else. I was hardly/force to made this kind of decision. But i never remorse/regret. Just as long you happy, i could do whatever you like.hahax, dun worry i will know ,you never view my blog after all. So these kind of stuff, i post just to release my anger or the pain of mine. hahax...promise me , be with you love ones 4ever, and be happy always

我就是那麼的自私，而且我沒有那麼的伟大

我没有那么伟大就像你的前男友
我知道
我并不能忘记你，不能挽回我們在一起玩的那段很好的感情
也不能不愛你
都说只要自己爱的人幸福就好
我知道自己做不到
我想要的是我跟你在一起的幸福
不是只有看着你幸福。
我的爱，没有那么伟大
虽然这才是我最想要的
但我不会再跟你说，
不想再打扰你的生活
我只会对你说祝福你和“对不起”这三个字，对不起－我以前所做錯的一切
却不会再对你说我爱你
我只能尽我所能不去打扰你
不去想你，不去爱你
把你忘记的一干二淨
可是，我可以用欺骗来安慰伤痛吗？
我想要继续的哭泣不得不终止
想要挣扎的勇气不得不呼吸
想要释放的感伤不得不收敛
因為我想做出一副沒事的樣子
不想要別人為我而擔心
我的爱，没有那么伟大
我也不希望它那么伟大
我的私心
不会让你知道
不会任何人知道
我敢承认
我爱的是你
我不能说爱的也是你
我希望有一天你会看见这篇文章
希望你不会忘记我
我的爱就是那麼的自私
只因为对象是你
没有甚麼好後虧的，
現在我只有一句话，想對你說
也是最不能对你说的话
就是
－我爱你－

24/7/09--Hyper

Orhx, what the hell~~~ why everyone so hyper today xD... especially during the bio science class. xD we are discussing about the Preservation and Conservation of the Environment.~~ lolx actually ms.kasturi wrote/draw the web ~ related to the consumer ~~ u guys know right xD. 

Ms.Kasturi: Ok, what happen to the others consumer if without the primary consumer?

These What she draw PADDY(PRODUCER)--->>RATS(PRIMARY CONSUMER) AND ANOTHER CONSUMER)------>>> SNAKE, CHICKEN AND FROGS ( SECONDARY CONSUMER)---->>>EAGLE AND HUMAN ( TERTIARY CONSUMER)

Pei Ying: PADDY FIELD INCREASE !!! Others maintain

STeven: No ~~~, EVERYONE INCREASE BECAUSE OF THE CHICKEN---EAT PADDY.XD

Pei Ying: NO !!!! Chicken not eating paddy ~~..-_-....!!!

Steven : YES !!!!

Kenneth: er huh?

Pei Ying: NO !!!!!

Steven : YES !!!

At the same time ms.kasturi -_-.....

Ms.Kasturi: Chicken eat paddy -_-...Pei ying

Steven: NAH !!! SEE ?...

Pei Ying: NO !!!!!!

Ms.Kasturi: now u are the teacher or im the teacher? excuse me ?...NOW GET BACK INTO YOUR PLACE...

Everyone silent..lolx....

nth much farny actually, just i wrote it for fun xD.....normal conversation xD

I couldnt concentrate on my studies today- 23/7/09

I duno why...i don't know what is wrong with me today. I couldn't concentrate on my studies at all. I read the whole sentence and i was like' what '? and i keep repeating the same sentence for few times but yet i couldn't get these things in my mind. Something wrong with me today . Probably im exhausted, mind stress. I don't know what to do. Perhaps i should take some rest, and get myself into good condition, so i could concentrate again. Ah~!!!, nvm lahx, i continue tmrw, damn wasted like 2hours ...T_T

16 days

These 16 days i din call you, not even a single message i send to you. I tried to ignore you and trying to forget everything about you for these 7 weeks which is 49 days. But today i sent u a message. i duno why ? im just still worried* . Someone told me u din went to school today. I thought u were having fever or somehow. Later on, u replied me and i dun have any feeling, i dun feel happy or remorse. Just normal like friends, i duno why. we like back to the friendship that we used to be. i knew i still love you, but not deep as previously. Probably after i heard that stuff, that u said. ---This is called love? Ya, i not love as deep as your xbf, but i had put so much effort try to be the good, the best, the perfect one, i wanted to be the important position in your heart previously. But at the end, i give up , and i have done so much things to u but you will never know.I never blame you for that.At the same time, I feel so stupid, why i being so good to you, worried about you? Even though u dun like me anymore? I keep repeating the same question. But i still couldn't get the right answer. Well, i just wish i could look at you, protect you all the time and i will maintain the distance between you and me. Promise me, be happy always.

Tuesday-~ 21 july 2009 -- WHAT a boring day~!!!

Well....nothing much happy today, 1 word bored !!!! breakfast- lunch - school- comeback study for 4 hours--- at the same time i was duno wth im reading or studying - as long i knw i was wasting time lOLX..!!!!!!swt......to be continue ------Wednesday 22 july 2009

Bored !!

Im so BORED today doing nothing 1st 2 period. Doing Nothing cuz i drop account subject ~~ replace general Science....AHH~~!!!! bored -_-....Update my blog, cHange Lay Out ....awww BORED, BORED,BORED !!!!xD.....STUDY LA ! THEN ? XD lolx

Last saturday, i went to wayee house celebrate her bday party, i was not that late after all..xD....well i was having so much fun on that day, the cooperation between me and scott were extreamly good xD....we can be super-star future xD...lolx..we sang from 4-7 pm ...and later on ground floor was fully packed with people. adults and kids...gosh~~~ ....the food was nice , delicious xD..especially the satay.....later on i was drank few cans of beer, and i was drunk....i knew wat im doing, but i couldnt control it, ....im totally drunk, my face was hot and red. And im telling the truth, i duno what i had said out. But as long i knw is quite embarassing. I did asked a question from kenny whether u wan to c my underwear colour* GOSH ~~embarassing though.!!!!...and i laugh out without nothing...seriously is ....damn !!! but i din like those real drunk people - who used to sex hormones always came out when they are drunk....ewww~~...but i was like a clown -_-....anyway.....i dun think i gonna drink anymore beer, nt eve a single cans, cuz i knew it was dangerous xD.....ok ....the ends lOLX...bye bye xD

不應該愛的太深

如果相逢是错，我愿意一错再错……
如果相爱不知路尽头，我情愿一生徘徊等候。

不管将来相伴一生的是谁，你都在我心底最不可触摸的角落。
也许当岁月与铅华都遗忘的时候；
你我还能以一种近似当初的心来彼此慰籍。
还爱着，只是有太多的原因造就了这一结果。
无法相守的一生注定了我们缘浅于此。
真的好想像当初梦的、畅想的那样。

生命因爱情而美丽，在历经了太多的人生苦难之后，终才知道，
有些话说了就收不回，有些事情做了也无法回头。
没有是非对错，一切都是上天在捉弄我。
爱着，是一件多么美妙的情感，思念着，却无法相守，
是一场耐人寻味的爱恋，凄苦而无奈。

为什么相爱的人不能在一起？
为什么所有的爱情故事都要是半生缘？
为什么只能选择自己不爱的人？
不相爱的两个人为何却偏偏注定要相伴一生？

问情为何物？
只一句“情乃折磨人的咒语”
放弃，
只因为爱的太深，爱太深，才对自己没把握，
要用放弃做赌注，输了，只因对方不够爱你……



爱得太深或许也是一种错
爱得太深或许注定会寂寞

茫茫人海中
相遇，相识，相知，相恋
都算是一种缘份　一种感动

多年以后
回过头
却发现
曾经爱过的人都已走远
曾经执着的爱情都只是场空

是爱情是空还是人是空
是爱太复杂还是人太复杂

爱原本是简单的
只是我们想得太复杂

冰冷的房间
冷冷的夜晚
冰凉的身躯
我
不敢再回味

多年以前，多年以后
守在你身边的人又会在哪里

漆黑的夜，我看不到自己心灵的深处还藏着谁的影子……

I feel uncomfortable these days, i thought these things, these cases were settle. But why? the way you react ...it shows hate,ignore,away from me. I'm not gonna mention anything about what is going on with me. But i do feel something remorse,desperate and guilty. There is many misunderstanding between you and me. I feel i hate myself, being so selfish, didn't care about your feelings deep inside your heart. I'm so sorry, the selfishness of mine,annoyance of mine. I knew even though i apologize million times to you, you will never forgive me. I knew what is wrong with me. I knew I was wrong. I also knew you keep these things inside your heart , your mind as a secret. Never gonna tell anyone. You were just standing at the corner being alone, not telling anyone/talking to anyone. I knew, i knew you feeling, your reaction , you movement what is gonna do next. i knew.i guess i unable to get back the previous feeling/friendship of us.

(_ _ _ _ _ _ ) i'm sorry, please forgive me. I promised from now on.. i'm not gonna talk to anyone except you...i never abandon you anymore. 000---sign of swearing to god(~^(00)^~)..wish we could get back the previous feeling, the 1st time we know each other..ignore the things that i said before..back to the friendship ^^ best friend..so we could hangout together again.

S0rRy S@rry SOrry SOrry S@rry S0rrY S_rry S0rRy SooRy S00rry SoRrY sOrrY SOrRy SORRY S@@rry SO0rry SoOrry S@rry SORRy SORry SOrry Sorry SORRY S@rry S0rry SO__Y SorRRY

Yo~YO

yoyooyo !!! wassup ...ladies and gentlemen...im back ^^....awo...gonna repeat again. It is been a long time i din post anything on my blog...is kinda bored xD....well well..what a gleeful day i ever had ~~ ^^ ...what happen today? whats wrong wif me? today ?...Erhmph..mind stress-_-.......screw up everything AHAHA ...scolded by my dear lecturer ...AWHH!~...i forgot to do my hmwrk xD....ah what sudut pandangan...goSH...this killing me....probably 5 pages so i could complete my homework....T_T...Unfortunately, i was in the blacklist AHAH!!! another surprise things AHAHA!!!!...great !!! Detention !!! WOHO!!!, Clean the toilet..What a wonderful thing i never receive before in my lIFE !!! ...hoho~~~..something wrong with my mind today ....MUST BE !~~~.....hahaha

Things doesn't change much, since the day i left here and move somewhere and makes you feel hate, and upset?I came back and just watching you someone where that you could not see me .I was lonely these 5 years,feel bored, lifeless.Do you remember the day we meet each other? How was it going?We meet each other in the playground that is next to the mosque.You were playing some card games, while i was playing football.Shafiq was injured during the match, and u joined us.I think that is how we meet each other.Do you still remember the day we hang out together with bmx bike and we holding a huge wood, and someone thought us we were finding taking revenge on somebody but the truth is we were just act cool haha!!.Do you still remember the game we use to play in your house? The racing car and yoyo that i stole money from my dad wallet and bought it just to play with you and that cost 50++ cuz yoyo was so popular during our childhood. Ah i miss that so much, everyday i just wish i could dream/flashback the great,best day ever in my life with you.Now my life is lifeless, i guess u had a pretty girl friend though, but im still lonely xD...boring.Even though , i tried so hard to lowered down my weight, consequences is 0 ....totally 0 ...no 1 likes me ...but hates me....dude...dun forgot about me...even though u have a new life right now....=) -----steven dadada !!! simon

SORRY FOR THAT IM LAZY

=D.....dun have time to post a single word....BA~~

Who am i? i keep repeating the same question to myself. "Who am i?".A curious sensation overwhelmed me. Pondering, based scientific method , i was born with a tiny little thing called zygote or embryo and my final product is a foetus. Occasionally, i will think something people never think before. Who am i actually? i'm lost, i couldn't explain it. Over the years, i still couldn't get away from this, this sort of question. I feel im living in the darkness. I couldn't get out from here. I would often talk to the god without people noticing. I have been talking to the god all the time, but always one-sided conversation. And i tried asking the same question quite a number, but once i realize there will be no answer from the conversation with the god. In my heart deep inside, full of sorrow...telling me "you will never get the answer for you entire life" . I am lonely, and desperate until i meet "them". They bring me out from the darkness, they gave me more comfort than they used to do.They gave me the energy to built up myself, they save me and motivate me when im lost. Without them, perhaps i still living in a place which constantly made me feel less than human. Who are they actually? They are my best friend until today. They are the members from cempaka beat.....guys ...I LOVE you...ty for so much bring me up ..when i was facing many problem...especially david...ty so much...dude...

Mr.AL

Hi guys, it been a long time i din post anything to my blog, anyway. i would like to try my best to post once every single day.Perhaps, i will post once a while..HAHAHA.Well, i just received all my exam paper, is unacceptable. But i would like to try my best to get the best result/ mark as i could. The 1st thing i wanted to do, it to improve my language- English. I still unsatisfied with my mark that i receive from my teacher.But i would like to learn from people.I will use my endurance to complete every single order from teacher.Now, teacher is trying to motivate us, he gave us 5 essay , 5 est and 5 literature every week.I will follow the instruction given by teacher, complete everything. Previously, Puan Azura did not give a work like these before. We just do few homework such as est,essay and some easy job.But mr.alphonsus is the best teacher i ever meet in my life. He push and encourage us to be the top student that he could. He had tried his best, he would never give up to the brainless-buttheads in the school like me and he know the position he standing right now. If compare to puan aimi- principle in our skol and mr.alphonsus, I prefer mr.alphonsus to be the principle for our school, is because i know he would be the great principle in the world. Mr COOL!!! WE 5 COMMERCE 1 LOVE YOU....!!!
MAN MUST TOIL FROM SUN TO SUN,
BUT THE TEACHER'S WORK IS NEVER DONE.....

i a conversation!!

Li Peng : hey! we are now in school, sitting in the class and being moody.
Steven : i know, but at least you got something to do ...homework given by mr.cool~~
Li Peng : Hello!! the h/work is given to the whole class, including you yourself. But there is "someone" refuse to do it now, in the class...
Steven : Who?who? who is the guy !!...100% i'm not the 1 because i am updating my blog...must be someone else...haha~...( most of the class playing their own mac except li peng )
Li Peng : you miss out someone. Hong Yaip is still doing his work. Anyways, is almost lunch now. Can't wait until the school end, then i can get back home, update my blog and complete all my schoolwork.It is definitely going to take a long periods of time for me to do it. And done more thing, did you pay for your spm??
Steven : opps...i totally forgot everything about the fees for spm ..haha...by the way i will pay it tomorrow. Hong Yaip is not doing his work, he is setting up the position for water polo tomorrow. You must be confusing, what the hell am i saying right ? (li peng in awkward position)
Li peng : I am not as awkward as you do. About the fees, sorry to tell that the deadline is here. Miss Prassanna going to report to pn Aimi for those who has not yet submit and pay. Miss Prassanna met those who hasn't submit the form. You didn't go and meet her in the biology lab? Hope that I wasn't so late to tell you now.
Steven : AH.!!! i'm gonna dead !! Fine, if you saw her today, please tell her that i'm going to pay her tomorrow.
Li peng : we will see her. Later we are going down to physics lab, so we might see her in the bio lab.
Steven : ok...i go with you.( brb )
Li Peng : Whatever..got to go down to the lab now. let's stop this conversation. byebye.




written by li peng and steven

love you...

At first glance of you, I have a sudden feeling from the inside that I could not describe. The urge within, bursting out of me, and then I was blank. Watching you, as if petals were falling from the sky; glowing light came out from the darkness. And there I stood, speaking to myself ‘Who is she?’. Your beautiful eyes, your feminine voice, I couldn’t resist you nor getting me eyes off you. And it was the day, of a whole new beginning, a new path to an endless road.

Ever since that day, I’ve been able to see you everywhere. No matter near or far, the image of you will be reflected to my sight. Somehow, I was dragged to your attention. Your smile, it makes a difference to me, to everything; captivated by your beauty, healing the wounds in my heart. As I told myself, I was in love. With you in my heart, there will be no more loneliness. But, what will happen if I confessed? Would I be able to see your smile again? Day by day, I’ve been thinking: What shall I do? What could I possibly do? I could lose this chance, the one and only.

Time flies, minutes to days, weeks to months. I’ve been keeping it in my heart, waiting for the time to come, the time to show you how much I feel about you. Sadly, unfortunately, you were with someone else. I couldn’t stand it, for you being with him. Well, maybe we were not meant to be together; or I was too much into fantasy, delaying everything what I was suppose to do at first; or it was a mistake, for loving you?

Till now, everything was different. I was losing hope, faith, everything. The distraction between this is driving me nuts, I just couldn’t get you off my mine=d. Now I finally realised, it was a wrong decision, the wrong time. Its too late to change, too late to forgive. I was broken-hearted, seeing you in a way, living on happily with him. I could just wish to get myself out of here, to somewhere peaceful, away from everything.

I’ve regretted, for what I’ve done. I wished I could just go back in time, to tell you how much I love you. But I guess it wont happen, and there I was infatuated. I may forget the past, the time we had, the felt of romance; but I wouldn’t, and never, forget that day. The day of the first time we meet.

pls correct my mistake

i had changed my mind...update my blog everyday...this is the only way i could improve my english =D...im abide with my broken english....eh...i wish someone could correct my sentences if there any mistake =D....i would like to learn from you guys...Mr.Alphonsus thought us subject-verb agreement.....=D......

take note!!...there should be a subject in every sentence!!!
there is 4 noun ....command noun
proper noun
collective noun
abstract noun...you guys should remember this!!

im just trying to recall u guys !!....ooo...i having a bad day..i failed my maths exam damn!!!....i forget the part...which is ..compare ...that seng foo thought me after the test..gosh ~~~....ergh!!...nvm...i trying to get over it ...but i couldnt ....i hate myself..!!= =..i should put more effort into my study ok guys ....i gtg...nt feeling well.....ill ...bb =D....pls ...dun forget to give comment...=D....bb

=D...can u guess what im doing right nw ?><..i having sjrh exam...=D...i just completed sjrh test =D....is quite easy cuz i can view the book wahahah!!!....easy job =D..well...opps...got caught by mr.v...vv.v.v.v.i gtg...bb ahaha...

hmm..cny just end ...back to skol xD..im back to blog!!...=D..well im nt free always...so i will update my blog once a week =D....thats will be better..XD><...ok ...i think thats all i wanted to tell you guys...see ya...xD><...

hei WAZZUP guys...it has been a long time i din update my blog ^^...i just finished my job =D..wat you mean?...as u guys knw im working in a company call purple cane as a promoter...if u dun believe u can ask mr.andrew or mr.kam...they saw me last week =D...loL~...im selling tea...ah...=D..ok lets talk about others..

let me ask you a question....when you will do odious thing?...=D...ANSWER ME ..!!!

comparing ~ agree ?

1st day to skol in year 2009

well...holiday is over...back to skol...ahhzz...smthing make me uncomfortable ....kenny and kah yong...zaaim is not here...they are in com2...well...i abit miss them..lol...im nt gay ~~~!!...just feel uncomfortable.cuz they are my best fren dude.hmm...lucky sebas still remain in com1 ...if nt...i dun hav best partner anymore T_T...lol...~~i found smth interesting today...what is name again !!@@...oo ya mr.vanesh..he is an interesting guy..he is friendly ...i hope he can improve our sjrh ...ahh...our worse subject..xD...wish... 2009 is the best year ever....