=)- pierced and the feeling of mine

i pierced and look so wrong. I could not get myself into a good condition through the night that always people used to do. Get me? if you do not, then get yourself out of this. I'm trying to be best but not better. Seems like no one notice i pierced except the dude who get me into this and my parents as well. Well, it looks handsome to me but i feel uncomfortable . Something so annoying , something weird and so wrong. 'WHAT THE HELL!!!!!" blurted.....force to ...but not want to T_T.....ah !!! after i took out the earring ...I FEEL !! ..better =)....and look normal...haha...i love the previous me...that i always be =).