Im so stupid

I feel regret, remorse and guilty...cuz i din appreciate what i got previously...someone care about me , someone who are my true friend, and someone i fall in love with before. I really wish time could turn back and start again, but time is not a game, is past.....never return. Just hope, if i go after you again , you will accept me....can i? I guess no....well.........let it be......from now on....i will use my sense and thought...to do what i should do, and who i should go after, --- who care about me, worry about me ........and now ...study hard....get 7 A for my spm and im satisfy ....wish god will always stand next to me and agree with my decision...~~ always....tq.....and love you