Worst person ever

We had been together for half a year, which mean six month. It is my 1st love as in being that long. We can hear people often said : Love a person , should not be arguing about her substandard personality, or past. I had been thinking the whole day, what i told you yesterday is a very mean and rude as a boyfriend . All i can say, i'm the worst boyfriend ever.I should have understand your situation, i should have forgive your wrong doings, i should accept your characteristic and personality.i should have become a good listener, staying next to you and listen all the things you wish to say, in order to release your strain or pressure.I'm sorry i just could not forgive myself for doing that to you. Yesterday was a past, today is a give, tomorrow is a mystery. i wish you could forgive me what i had done to you yesterday.I wish our relationship could maintain as usual for long.I don't want your apologize, antonyms i wish you could forgive me...forgive me darling, forgive me honey, forgive me wiffy, forgive me what i said, what i had done...i'm sorry...just be who you are...=) no need to change for me....just be you as usual...who were always gave me happiness when i need..who were always stayed beside me when i'm lonely, i need you honey...i need you the most...

You are my love

If i could have just one wish, i wish i could wake up everyday you will be the 1st person i will see, the first kiss on my forehead when i saw you, the first word came out from my mouth "darling, good morning",same goes to you the first word came out from your mouth "hubby, good morning", the first hug that i always wanted to hug as if hugging a pillow and the first feel of your heart when i'm hugging you. Knowing that i could never find that feeling other than you. I love you my wiffy =)...you are my love~~

PAIN!!!

She hurt my nose today!! ouch, i heard the crack sound when she pushed away from me...started with the nose..!! crap !!!! sakit la sayang!!

WIffy ( my girl friend)

Yes! She is my girl friend, her name is nicole . No offense but the first sight i look at her, she just so simple and "quite" nice,hahah!! =)..Let me tell you a secret, a huge secret, she is the 1 who have a crush on me and try to go after me..and finally she made it..Yes, for now, i'm so in love with her..She is everything to me, "everything" which is i'm hers...@@...She is chubby, cute, pretty now but not previously perhaps the way of pretty that i look at her changed? She is perfect in everything except for 1, she is kinda fat!!! haha !! no offense darling, i love you =)...well, when i was young, i remembered i told my friend i don't want a girl friend which is fatter than me...Now==!!!, arhemph...perhaps this is fate..im crazy with her...i willing to do everything once she ordered me, i change alot because of her....my loyalty towards her increase from 20% -> 99%, 1% is to betray her to go out with friends xP!....Now i know how to describe her appearance and everything cuz she is my only darling , my only lover and my only wiffy. I love you baby !!~ hug hug!! ding ding**!!, kiss kiss!! muacks muacks!!

Dear Lecturer

You are the best and the youngest teacher that i had ever meet. The 1st impression towards you from me, is you are funniest and friendly teacher perhaps you are too young can cooperate with our teenager like us. But i do notice something from you, no offense, you are just too great in emo. Emo all the time when you started posting something in facebook, emo at home but good thing is u did not emo infront of us, this ain't good. Why? It shows you that u do not share things with us, and soon you keep it urself it turns to bad thing. so called melancholy. Some people really do turns up crazy/psycho cuz they think too much, think every hours every minute every second, i have no idea what makes you think so much? u had ur mastered in ur subject that you needed, now you are considered a good career with a good income as lecturer, you got so many students support you, i wonder am i the 1 who suppose think much? i'm totally out of mind what i want to choose, cuz i got too many subject interested with it.

Liiianngg mooii!!....let it be ....be natural...things go as water flow in the river....sometimes things no need so complicated.. Always be happy...the major reason why our human should live in this world is to live happily. Some certain people live in poverty but yet they could live in a harmony, smoothly, lovely way....We should live as them but not poverty...The satisfaction of human should be satisfy when a person live happily everyday, the joyful of our life...it brings the satisfaction. Be happy always ya !, i will always support you ~ my lovely teacher haha !!~~

I love to eat the bread

The bread was delicious, just so perfect...the walnuts, raisin..and when you bite it..you will feel like not swallowing it, you will continue chew and chew.. well~ i have to thx to my wiffy ~~ my lovely baby...=)....she is the 1 who introduce to me such a great shop who made loaf of bread....just so delicious =)!!! yummy!!!...~

Someone ask me/force me to write about her ( both also can consider)hahah !!

WHO dA h3ll is SHE? well she is my sister, not the real 1 the fake 1 but is a closest sister among the sister i made with. She view my blog and keep searching for a question " how come my name was not appear in your blog?" she is funny, she dislike people call her adorable however, i still call her adorable as always....she is just too good in making jokes with me..when im not in a good mood, she will try to make me laugh, doing some silly crazy stuff as if a patient ran out away from tanjung rambutan and came to a circus act as a clown. She is just so funny....if you guys get to knw her reality..the truth of her...she will made you happy, guarantee...she is perfect but yet, she don't want to accept any boys...lol !~ how come? i have no idea....but tell you smth....an old man with age of 28 keep contact her with different contact number, the old man had used his every tools but yet she refuse go dinner with her....SHH!~ dun tell anyone ah !! promise me? ahha !! she will kill me if you tell her i wrote that..hahah !!...k~~ i think that's all about her...if you want to know who she is...please do call 01X-294632X ...the last digit and front digit guess urself, if you guys have the fate..you might meet her xP!....and ask" may i knw who are you?"...hahah !! .....

Wiffy-that's i call her

Wiffy ~~ that's how i call her....Darling..I notice i'm in love with you already.....and i'm very sure i love you 100%...like an crazy ass....=) i don't know how to express my feeling towards you. I don't know how to say how to tell. I'm just so in love with you right now =)...please forgive me...one day i would know how to express my feeling towards you...once i get it....then i will post immediately...=) love you darling...love you always ^^...

YanG: '宝贝'~好爱你

gandong O ~

Comes to an end

You are the 1st best friend who turn up to become my enemy....why would this happen? don't forget almost everything comes from you....YOU ARE THE 1 WHO RUNE UP EVERYTHING....you being flirty since the day i know you....OUR PREVIOUS SCHOOLMATES DO KNOW YOU BEING FLIRTY ALL THE TIME....u love isn't loyal enough to shows that you love a girl....you just bought a present to a girl and always give a such sweet talk towards a girl....Do you shows your caring to a girl? THIS IS NOT THE WAY YOU COURT A GIRL....you should be more loyal be more caring....love her ....but now ...you not only rune up ur love towards a girl and our best friend relationship...IM OK WITH IT....cuz im tired with you.....I helped you alot ...but at last you rune up everything yourself...you don't even tell me who you do really love.....You ask 10 people from our previous school...9 of them sure say you flirty.....being flirty isn't good ......keep on....you will just never success.....i never regret i meet you in the very beginning but i regret after know your reality....in order to court a girl and talk nonsense and something that can affect your best friend images.....WOW..i impress...keep on....do it....=)....dun forget...when you are in trouble...im the 1st who give a call to you....i do worry about you....but now? well...i would like to say FUCK OFF =) .....AND PLEASE DO RETURN MY MONEY AS SOON AS POSSIBLE RM280........or else i go collect from you parents.. =)

ACCA my future ^^~!! i want to be !!!

This is what i want to be in my future ...Perhaps i want to be success investor as well...if i could not be an accountant .. =) i would like to try my best...i believe i can make it....i will make it..!!! xP~ ow ...im in love wif account subject....and the lecturer xP~~ ms goy...THX FOR BEING SO SUPPORTIVE....u are the best ms goy and er...i cant remember the malay lecturer...god xP...sorry ...but i have to say tq to u too =)~....cuz u made me understand many more...even though im not really do focusing on the last chapter ...hehe i will do my revision...thx alot....TQ so much ^^!

Liem Liem ~~ BabY ~ happy birthday dude =)~

You remind me how retarded im....how foolish...how silly ...remind me of the past we had together....=)~ thx alot ....thx accompany along the way....we never argue before..not even once....you are my truly friend besides kevin....I knw you since form 2, we talk alot during the class. We being vandalism in the class and we had made something huge and worst. Something people cant expected and could not believe we can do such things. But we did it.~ =) Im so glad i got such friend like you liem....HAPPY BIRTHDAY =) ....and hope you do like the thai food, that me and kevin had share as a present for you =)~.....

Is time to let you go =), i made it.. bye bye hehe ^^

It has been pass few weeks, never regret i meet you, never regret have a crush on you, but regret on something what i have done. "Things cannot be return", what is done is done.It is time to let you go.I had no more feeling towards you besides caring. I notice i very care about you, actually not only you is everyone but you are the special one, the one who i care the most.But i will reduce my action/movement caring towards you. I will try my best.TQ, i had changed alot because of you.The day i give up on you. My studies are improving.I know how to solve my maths question because i had spent my time on studies more than on you. AIks, mistake done in the maths or else i will score 8/10. I'm very sure.You had give up on me, i had give up on you.We are just best friend all along...I Love you "My friend"..Hope you can stay besides me , be my best friend is better than be my special one...=)

My cOllege Life- 2 weeks

Well, i never regret attend and involve in Utar/Be part of Utar , that's my college. For all i can say, it was good. VERY good i love it/ i love the pupils, i meet many silly and nice friends: nicholas,ky,joee,noreen ,kelly kenny more...they are sososososo friendly and nice to talk with. Love them alot..!! i enjoy my college life. Hope to seek better in future xP with them !!

Utar school life - 2nd Day

I have no reason why i posted everything which suppose post it in the beginning but i posted it on the 2nd day. Perhaps this is my style xP!. Tuesday the very beginning of Jun 2010, I had attend the critical thinking classes, it was my 1st day in the class. The lecturer is a male . For the 1st look, he is a nerd. 1st impression , later on i can feel that he is a very best lecturer. Glad to meet him. OW MAN !! GTG !! Have to attend a class =)! Bye !!

school life Utar- Orientation Day 2nd dAy! 25/5/2010

I thought it would be better compare to yesterday. Unexpected it is the same....What a boring day? I went there with my friends, nicole and yee mun. Had breakfast together before the event begin. The speech start at 9am, full house! but yet, i found a seat. Listen to the instruktor/the speaker. It such a lame topic.. Safety talk? Bills? @@...AH!! but i was focus on the examination....2.0 we have to reach above it, or else we are going to terminated from the skol. Expel. xP!...NO WAY!!, i will try my best remain above 2.0!><....cuz i Love UTAR x). The Event end at 2.30 but i went off during the break cuz the main reason i came today is to listen for the examination talk xP!

Malacca trip

This Title/blog was suppose to post 2days ago. Problem is i'm too busy with something else. Nevertheless, the internet connection is a problem as well. It was a fun day and memorable day. Wish i could go again with you guys- my best friend =). Barely notice the feeling with you guys, it was so much happy and fun. I enjoy the trip so much. These two days were the best. We went to enjoy the local popular food. Cendol, Chicken Rice Ball ( i have no idea who the hell create such food, it was normal but it is nice to bite xP), Wan tan Mee ( it was totally dif compare to kl , sos was in a cili sos but is tasty).

1st day trip- we went to afamosa check-in. Well the banglo is not what i expected, i thought it would be extremely huge and the pool size was big big big half of olympic pool xP! Sorry to say, out of range. The pool is dirty and around the pool full of grass( wth!!!) No offense. At last i still do enjoyed the pool even though is dirty , because we having a balloon war at night( late night - around 10'clock . And i was freak out cuz it was freaking cold. Freezzing !!...we went to the place - the history of malacca. The building, forget what it suppose to known as. ( on top the picture)
We take our photo- The eMo! photo xP!...each of use take 1 and make our profile picture. (it was my lame idea xP!).We enjoy our bbq dinner at night. ( it was the 1st time bbq without chicken wings, lame bbq ever haha !! but we had other things , it was nice !!! the cheese with bread. You guys should have a try with that next time, thx to jing yi ....I had it 2 xP!)

2nd day trip- we went for paint ball! crap !! i thought we were gonna win the game. Unexpectedly , the pro! joined the other team and we lose -_-. 4-3. Screw him xP! but it was a fun game. We went back to kl around 6pm. Tiring !! but still we had dinner together. =)

This trip is to celebrate Marcus Farewell , he is going to japan,tokyo on jun . I wish him all the best. My dear friend =). I will never forget about you. Even though u look like so hai, ( no offense xP!). But u are still my best friend and best chef. I love your spaghetti =) ! Once again, good luck!! =)!

2012 end of the world..Will u believe it or not ?

I believe it, even it is rumour. I still believe in it. Why? Because it begun. Look at the world. Thailand? What a messed? Protesters ? political ? nation? Earthquake? crash plane in libyan capital . How many deceased ? 103? earthquake in china, Greeks against political-goverment complaining the high tax? Everything is following as the rumour. End of the world is approaching. What is going to happen on that day ? I was so worried and freak out. Thinking of what will going to happen on that day? Earth Crash? Alien? War? Do you believe in such thing? Some people said there is gonna be a huge earthquake that might kill billion of people due to the diesel , petrol that dig from undersea. Why said so ? As we know that oil,diesel,petrol is part of the heart of the earth.An earthquake is what happens when two blocks of the earth suddenly slip past one another. For what i thought, it slip is due to the petrol was dig out from under sea. Common sense thinking , when there is a hole undersea ,it will filled up by the mantle in order to fixed up. So causes earthquake is mainly due to the petrol we dig, causes tsunami is because of earthquake , causes volcano erupt is because of earthquake as well. This is just my way of thinking how it happened.(science of earthquake) http://earthquake.usgs.gov/learn/kids/eqscience.php ...What is in ur mind now? would you like to share with me?By the way, i hope everything will be settle as soon as possible. especially the problem of political in thailand now.No more people dying , no more people suffering. Peace is always be there, it is depend on our human. The decision we take. You want the peace? or the War? May god bless all of you =)...PeACE!

Life is precious

Life is precious. What u do , what you did, what you plan to do next. PLease I beg you, don't ever think about commit suicide. Why you want to suicide for? Commit suicide isn't gonna solve your problem. Just yourself but not the others. Do you think your family will be happy if they found out you had commit suicide? nope =)...i bet they won't. Nevertheless, it would be much tougher especially ur wife. She have to adopt or raise up ur children. Do u knw how hard to adopt a children? Money, Fees, Food? Medicine? THink! before you do =)!...always bear in mind !! please...you are mature enough..u got brain to think? those who commit suicide are brainless-butthead =)

what is wrong with me ?

I'm so tired. Tired of something that can made me feel so unhappy. I have no idea what it is. Exasperated feeling cannot be remove. Shrugged- Don't know. Why am i doing this? Why am i keeping it for myself? Perhaps, this is me. I don't like share something unhappiness between me and you. I always keep it for myself. Even is a tiny little things happening which can make me unhappy or frustrated , i will always keep it. Keep it for yourself can avoid from hurting the others except yourself .Even though, it will be pain but it just a while. I can make it and i can hold it as long as i could, who cares abt how pain it was. As long it never hurt anyone around me.

Coming Soon - My college life

Looking at the calender, counting by it. Barely notice that i had been spent lot of time , enjoying my life such as working, sleeping, playing games and watching television. I dislike these action which is what i'm doing right now. I feel the way of being it seems like no different between me and a prodigal son. I wish i could do something that prove im not. I wondering , how is it going to be after 10 years later? Because i'm going to work .The life which i'm going through right now is it almost or exactly the same in future? I'm so worried. Hope is not that bad. I really want to enjoy my life. Having fun with friends, going out shopping with them. =)! This is so called the best life. My college start soon. Wish i could make many new friends. Especially hot chicks. You can say that i'm totally desperate. I wanted to get a pretty hot girlfriend for so long!!!! Man!! Utar ( my college)!!!I'M COMING !! BUDDY =)!

Wasting time

I have just notice that going after a girl that you have crush on with. It is so called wasting time. Things are weird happening around us -Fat dude + pretty hot chicks = married . Handsome guy+ugly fat girl = married. Look at that , how weird it is. My dad told me the point of this situation keep on happening around us is because !!! Handsome guy and pretty girls they have their mind thinking as in ...Guy : U are hot! so???...i guess u will be going after me...there is no point keep on wasting my time going after you right? im SO MUCH HANDSOME AND SO MUCH BETTER THAN you =)!....it is the same ...pretty girls way of thinking ...SO that is why ....the world changed....different century ...different people ...different way of mind thinking ...haiz>

Just friend

You and me ..just friend...i promise never cross the line..

And N0W we are very best friend, best friend all the time..

I would like to care about you, doesn't mean i still have the feeling towards you..

My traits to you will never change..

i could treat you the way they treat their girl friend..=)

Alright? can you promise me too? Do not avoid me cuz we are just friend =) ^^!!!!! Do not worry...if i invite you to hang out together ^^...please don't reject me unless you are totally busy =)...oK? promise ^^..!!!

Happy birthday KEVIN THONG !! thong =)..!! you are my best friend ever ^^, im glad to know you. It has been 5 years we know each other =). In these 5 years, we had made so many memories =). GAY thong !! i sing a song for you =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KEVIN !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!

MAKE A WISH!!**

BLOW CANDLE!!**

GIVE ME A KISS =)..cuz i sing a song for you xP!!

once again !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAL!!....love you so much xP!!...if i can be gay ..i will gay wif u xP!!...unfortunately...im normal and positive xP!!..JKJK =)