Forgive Me

This is the 2nd day of break up actually, i tried my best to recover this relationship, finding a better way to solve this problem. Yes ! i admit i said "break up" for 6 times. In fact 2 times, is real which is this time and previous break up. Do you ever notice that the reason i break up with you? It is because you had abandoned me at first.. The real first break up, you were busy with your stuff, and abandoned me aside and left me alone. 2nd break up which is this time, you not only repeated the same thing again , i feel so lonely and down. Everytime i said break up, i will try to solve this problem as soon as possible, because i know that i love you so much, until i cant let me self alone..If you do accept me back, i will appreciate it as much as i could to sustain this relationship because i know you are important to me. However, you told me we can be friends after break up today, honestly this is real sad,i cried real bad. This might be a revenge from you to me.. Even if it is a yes, i hope you will stop and accept me back again. We can start all over? Baby, i really love you. Not only this, i also will forget whatever happen during the baking cake section, i dont mind you go out late until 3 am in the morning. I trust you, ok? i really trust you ....like i said...a guy will suspect his gf is not because he don trust her, is because he is afraid to lose you...but now i wont suspect anymore...i promise !...please give me a chance. I will wait this wednesday , whole day i will be at home...after 12..i will be at home, i got class from 9-11.30, after that i will be at home whole day.. wish that you will come to me...say that you will forgive me...baby please....i hope you able to see this message...and please come to me....this wednesday which is 15 of august...please come to me...and tell me that you still love me and you will forgive me? ..