what im doing? what im thinking

. Somehow i just don't know why i can't get rid of this. I had get used to it. someone used to be with me, someone used to care about me, someone used to cook for me. How lovely =). I keep on thinking , was it my mistake ? was it my fault? i did wrong? i keep on recall, which part? until now i could not found the answer. I'm tired but i was nt like the others , even though they were tired, they were bored of this. they will give up easily. For me? i had get used to the situation. I wouldn't say "no" , i will say "yes". "Love" is the 2 people involve, we have to keep down the anger, be patient and get to know more, understanding. So that it "worth" more. It able to known as "long-term" . A guy who have responsible know what he had done. He should understand , especially the 1 is gentlemen. That's my life =)