Thank You =)

BII~ this is the post for you =) ... Wednesday night we had a lot of conversation , different topic different ...but the point is about family. That's really important ..We had many discussion on that.. I know a child adolescence with divorce family. But you have to think, different people different personality, they had different thought , just the understanding of a single person can change different point of view....elder brother like me always understand how my parents feel to each other. They able to live conducive if they able to understand each other and forgive each other. Same goes to me, if i think it wont bother me , it really wont bother me...My sister different....she still young and she do not understand well as i did towards parents divorce...She need love but i feel so bad i couldn't give and i do not understand her much...really feel bad....:S....haiz baby....i really duno what to do ...i just wish everyone and everything able to go smoothly =)....important things is everyone live in a healthy lifestyle...no sick no pain =) ...im satisfied =)

Desperate towards something

Desperate is an emotion and feeling that we unable to control. Desperate can be many things and many ways. For example, you are desperate towards a new technology or electronic things that you want long time ago , but you just don't have the ability to purchase this item. In this case, it can be known as Fail Desperate. I named it this way =), Fail Desperate which is you want something but you unable to get ! WOHO ! =) like me...xP i want an ipad long time ago , but always lack of money or facing financial problem =(~....AWH~ :(.....Zero Desperate which is something you are desperate with it but somehow when you doing other stuff , you will never think about it.. Zero Desperate may exist in some period but only short length period of time.. it will never bother you for a long period of time...=) ....

what im doing? what im thinking

. Somehow i just don't know why i can't get rid of this. I had get used to it. someone used to be with me, someone used to care about me, someone used to cook for me. How lovely =). I keep on thinking , was it my mistake ? was it my fault? i did wrong? i keep on recall, which part? until now i could not found the answer. I'm tired but i was nt like the others , even though they were tired, they were bored of this. they will give up easily. For me? i had get used to the situation. I wouldn't say "no" , i will say "yes". "Love" is the 2 people involve, we have to keep down the anger, be patient and get to know more, understanding. So that it "worth" more. It able to known as "long-term" . A guy who have responsible know what he had done. He should understand , especially the 1 is gentlemen. That's my life =)

HAHA ! jokes

My baby thought i was talking abt her....bad thing.....xP....actually i din mean to blame her....sigh! indirect way...actually i love her so much ! very !...she feel so bad and message me....after what i read . i feel much worst....very super bad! ...sigh !....baby dun think so much i love u the most =) LOVE U ALWAYS !

GUYS ! NEED UR HELP !

I wish u guys could follow me in tweeter =).....be my follower =)! same email ! chow_w_jian@hotmail.com.......THANK YOU !

Sem 3

Everything is fine this semester, but i noticed i did much better compare to previous sem. Perhaps, she is here, that's the reason why i did my exam badly? HAHA i guess so =)..My brain & heart is telling me to work harder for this exam, work as a workaholic....xP...i will =) ....i do not believe i started doing my revision..Future is future, now is now...i had no idea what am i suppose to do now besides study, work ? maybe later? ....But i planned going for real estate as what my mom did, i will get a license...so i could stabilize everything? i would like to become the 1st person among my friend that earn quite a number. I wanted to be rich in the very young age. I want to help people, i want to distribute anything that poor people, or people who live in poverty or handicap .. I want help them...! =)...that's my wish! ...HAHA earn ! donate! =)!!! I will achieve it !

My precious Nicole~

Listening the music of him Jang Geun Suk "My Precious" , the best song ever to me. At the same time, i received a message from my precious Nicole, my love. When i saw the MMS sent by her. My heart feel so pain and full of sorrow cause her leg become worst blue black, i feel so bad...very. Cause she told me that she was thinking of me and she didn't look at the stairs while she was walking down the stairs...she felt down.. The injured was terrible..When i saw her, which is the first time i meet her with her leg injured. My tears flowing down..I cried. The very first time i cried infront of her, it sounds embarassing. But i don't care, i am who i am , i cried for her.. my love...my nicole..I love you baby...i wish you could take care yourself, please ~ as i requested alright baby? i love you ..=)