Worst person ever

We had been together for half a year, which mean six month. It is my 1st love as in being that long. We can hear people often said : Love a person , should not be arguing about her substandard personality, or past. I had been thinking the whole day, what i told you yesterday is a very mean and rude as a boyfriend . All i can say, i'm the worst boyfriend ever.I should have understand your situation, i should have forgive your wrong doings, i should accept your characteristic and personality.i should have become a good listener, staying next to you and listen all the things you wish to say, in order to release your strain or pressure.I'm sorry i just could not forgive myself for doing that to you. Yesterday was a past, today is a give, tomorrow is a mystery. i wish you could forgive me what i had done to you yesterday.I wish our relationship could maintain as usual for long.I don't want your apologize, antonyms i wish you could forgive me...forgive me darling, forgive me honey, forgive me wiffy, forgive me what i said, what i had done...i'm sorry...just be who you are...=) no need to change for me....just be you as usual...who were always gave me happiness when i need..who were always stayed beside me when i'm lonely, i need you honey...i need you the most...