Financial crisis 2008

Do you know the financial crisis happened in 2008? Which the two largest bank was informed bankruptcy ? Do you know which two ? The Lehman brothers and bear sterns. Both of these company have gone bankrupt due to subprime mortgage crisis. Subprime mortgage crisis described as loan that given to the investor or public , unable to earn back . Later on , these public or investor that failed to pay the bank , it will transformed from loan to bonds and sell it to international. In that case, the economic has gone down so badly because most of the poor people unable to sustain the needs and wants for their daily life. The two main bank has turned up into total of 40k plus amount of people to jobless or unemployed. If there were professionals or experts in the company . It increases the competitors and most of the low education level employees will be fired easily. All of this situation occurred and appeared it is because of the greed of an individual or higher level position of the two major company . The ceo or board of directors wanted to gain more business . However. It is obviously shown that most of the public unable to pay the debt and ends up turns into bonds. They were not only unable to pay but also facing some difficulties in surviving in the future. That's why human shall not greed . Greed will never gives an advantage once but many disadvantages was obviously stated over there.

Friends

There are many friends appear in our daily life. Not only the past but the future . Sooner or later we will get to know more people if we approach someone that willing to be friends with us. What is friend ? Friends is a person that you know had gone advance a bit from stranger to a person that you know. Why friends unable to describe in terms of a person that you close with ? Well yes you can but they no longer become friends , they become best friends  or bestie. I have four best male friends while I'm in secondary  and two bestie in universiti. Best friends is not only the person you close with but it is also the person you willing to care the most. Bestie or best friends will always lend a hand of theirs, no matter what trouble we faced. I was once face a huge trouble , I was dump by my x gf and I was caught in a serious accident that time . My emotion was too depress , which was obviously shown on my face . My best friends purposely came just to comfort me . They treat me a huge ad expensive meal and they also brought me to gold cinema for a movie . We were having so much fun. My emotion slowly lighten and brighten up my day. I thought no one will gonna help me to go through such hard time. However , what was I didn't expect , my best friends came just want to brighten my day. Thy even convince me to forget the future and get a new things for yourself such as find a new girl friend . However , i failed . I wasn't fail to get a girl friend but I fail as in I don't want to get a gf . Sometimes what we need is time. The 6 person in my life , I will never forget and I will repay everything they did to me . I feel so grateful so have such best friends

Everyone has attitude of procrastinate but I'm might be the worst . Frankly speaking I had even tried to asked or request my friend to help me write for my blog instead of writing myself . I have gone so bad lack of ideas and I don't know what should i do . So I just went to ask for help , I might not need to do myself. However, I was scolded once for asking help too often. He even scolded me for not writing my blog myself . It was so simple after all. Every blog in my blog is written by myself since day one , after scolded by him. There was one sentence he mentioned to me which I feel guilty "this is your own path way , you should walk by yourself instead of asking someone to walk for you. In fact , there will be no one helping you to finish your own journey ". This beautiful sentence that wakes me up . He is just so noble to me . Since the day happened , I have changed a lot. I have been doing things myself diligently . I tried my very best to complete my works on time instead asking for help. Procrastinate is not gonna save you but it will just destroy your life , if we had such attitude. We shall change from now on, it will brought you a huge disaster in future. Not only in terms of works or job but also family problems will able affected. For example , as role model of a father , showing a procrastinate attitude will reflect your own children for being the same attitude . Procrastinate attitude remains will never allow a person to be success in the future. No matter go our there reading my this post , if you were one of them , please do change before its too late .

Fast foods

Fast foods. Well yes i dislike fast foods. The best selling fast food in malaysia which is macdonald. However, i hate the most. What's so nice about the burgers? Ain't special after all. Even though i asked my friend. They will replied me "i'm loving it". I stunned for a few minutes and said "are you kidding me?". Fast food will never brings health or balance diet for us but only cancer. If we often consumer fast food, we probably die faster or get cancer. Healthy body needs a healthy balance diet. What is a balance diet? Balance diet is foods that we consumer is equal to your body which able to gain health . Healthy body unable obtain in one day, same goes to cancer.

Life nowadays

Everyone do their best in their relationship, friendship and Families.

Although some might not, But I've tired my best, even there have some problems sometimes, But I always thought people will be appreciate what I did.


I can be jokes in front of you, I can be maid or even an angel for you.

But Don't take me for granted.  I respect anyone who respect me. I love anyone who love me.

But I know in some kind of relationship, The longer you stay, the faded it will be.
I told many guys " never stop chasing a girl" even she had belongs to you.
No doubt, in this world, there a lots of girls being sacrificed for guys.... which i do believe

As a guy, I will sacrificed for you as well, but I realized The more I sacrificed for you, the more you take me for granted. Don't ever try to do that.  


Just to remind you, once I turn away, I will never come back.
Even though I will regret, Even I think about you sometimes, But I know what I want. I choose to live better or happier. People always says that It's hard to continue chasing but It's harder to give up.

Who am i ?

This is a toughest topic ever i write in my blog. People used to ask "who are you?" at the very first place. Simple as that to reply "i'm steven". However, if the same question goes to me "who am i ?" i might not give you the perfect answer instead of introducing myself. When this question/topic gave to me, i have been hesitate for quite a long time. It is because i couldn't understand myself well. How could people understand me, if even myself couldn't understand myself well. It makes me feels like i'm a walking dead people.

Few days later, i tend to give myself an opportunity. I look at the mirror and ask myself "who am i ", "what am i " and "what i want". The answer show up in my mind. I'm a guy who like freedom. My friend used to say you are not suitable in a relationship yet, because you are guy who like freedom as a bird. A bird locked up in cage, will suffer to death. I agree with his statement, whatever he says about me. He is right. In interpersonal com, there is a theory so called "blind self". What people sees you, you can't see it yourself. Freedom is everything to me but i hope i can control this freedom. Everyone needs a family , so am i . Soon i might be a dad one day or a husband. Freedom is just too short, but what i need now is freedom. So i would rather be single right now instead of going further. Perhaps fate comes, no one knows.

The other things that bothered me recently is "lost". I'm a person who feeling lost right now. I have no idea what i want, neither my dad. My dad used to help me a lot in this. Sometimes he will ask me what i want to learn or what i want for my future. I feel so guilty because i couldn't answer him. Frankly speaking, i wish i could be a singer one day, but i couldn't sing well. If i couldn't sing well, i wish i could take part in a role of a film or series. That's what i want but this is impossible. Just a dream. Is not easy to be an actor or artist. I might have a tough life if i'm going for the field. However, i would like to give a try. I have been learning chinese painting for almost a year. I tend to ask myself is that what i really want? To be a famous artist? I would like to give my very best on that , but at the same times i wish i can learn music. Music is what i want for long. However, my dad don't allow me to learn guitar nor drum. I wish someone can give me some advice what i really want. As if a bird feeling lost

I used to read comic when i was age of 12. However, i stopped reading it because i don't have time to spend on reading comics. Japanese comics were one of the famous comics in the world until today. Their drawing is not just only attracting but the story lines are always the best and creative which suits our current subject creative thinking. One of the best comic i read when i was kid, "Slam Dunk". Everyone know what is slam dunk after all.You must be joking if you don't know what comic is this. Once the famous comic in the world. I have collected the original copy of the whole series (books). I love slam dunk it is because it is something different compare to the others. The main character of the book, he is way to awesome. I wish i could be like him. He is not gifted nor talented. However, what he did is effort. He trained basketball everyday to improve himself to cross his limit. The best part of the whole comics, is the ending part. Fighting against the top 4 japan basketball team. The part which he push himself to the end, just to pass the ball to his teammate and shoot to get the last score to counter. It is way to perfect. This is what we called teamwork. He was injured in the match but it was the best match ever. I learnt many lesson from this comic. No matter how difficult our life is, we do not give up. Sad to heard that one of our student commit suicide is just because of study pressure. Our life is given by our parents. Why don't we appreciate it? This is just the beginning of the challenge in our life. We have to still more to go. Enjoy our life as long we go on.