My love has gone

Her name is Nicole.She is an ordinary girl which i had fall in love with and she is the one who left me alone. We have been go through many hard times. I'm here to say thank you, you are awesome. Thx for be with me all the while. I don't know how to express my feeling over here. I just sad and it seems getting better. One of the potion to cure myself is to stop thinking about you, do something instead of thinking about you. I love you so much, that makes me feel bad. Now no one will be there disturbing you, you can find the another of your love. Thank you ...I love you nicole :D....hope you can find 1 which is much better than me :D.

Korean Beginner (self-motivate)

Nowadays i'm searching for something which able to give me interest of doing it. I found it! Guess what it is? Korean language ! It was tough when you don't understand the writing. It look like an ancient maya writing ( no offense). As a beginner like me, i have tried so many ways to start. First of all, i begun with searching youtube. I found a lecturer to enlighten me. I watch few videos and i bought a book . I do both things at the same time and it works. Korean words start with a begin consonant, vowel and ending consonant ( nt all of them). This what i know lolx ! and those consonants and vowels. Not really tough. Korean words are created to make it easier because when the korean ( actually chinese from china) they leave the place. It was too tough for them to learn mandarin. It was easy to read but you wouldn't know what was it with the combination of the words. For my suggestion, get something to learn before you get old. You can spend your leisure time, learn some languages or music instruments. Good luck !

IM back again ~

Wah !~ it has been so long i didn't post anything on my blog...Do you guys miss me?..Well~...im back again ~..I just installed a unifi , it is so convenient for me to do my stuff, such as playing games ( save a lot of money instead of going cyber cafe), browse the website, watch youtube for free instead of using 3G, which is so freaking expensive...:) hell yeah !!!!!!!!..woohooo ^^!~>.<....catch up with you guys later...see yaa !

Thank You =)

BII~ this is the post for you =) ... Wednesday night we had a lot of conversation , different topic different ...but the point is about family. That's really important ..We had many discussion on that.. I know a child adolescence with divorce family. But you have to think, different people different personality, they had different thought , just the understanding of a single person can change different point of view....elder brother like me always understand how my parents feel to each other. They able to live conducive if they able to understand each other and forgive each other. Same goes to me, if i think it wont bother me , it really wont bother me...My sister different....she still young and she do not understand well as i did towards parents divorce...She need love but i feel so bad i couldn't give and i do not understand her much...really feel bad....:S....haiz baby....i really duno what to do ...i just wish everyone and everything able to go smoothly =)....important things is everyone live in a healthy lifestyle...no sick no pain =) ...im satisfied =)

Desperate towards something

Desperate is an emotion and feeling that we unable to control. Desperate can be many things and many ways. For example, you are desperate towards a new technology or electronic things that you want long time ago , but you just don't have the ability to purchase this item. In this case, it can be known as Fail Desperate. I named it this way =), Fail Desperate which is you want something but you unable to get ! WOHO ! =) like me...xP i want an ipad long time ago , but always lack of money or facing financial problem =(~....AWH~ :(.....Zero Desperate which is something you are desperate with it but somehow when you doing other stuff , you will never think about it.. Zero Desperate may exist in some period but only short length period of time.. it will never bother you for a long period of time...=) ....

what im doing? what im thinking

. Somehow i just don't know why i can't get rid of this. I had get used to it. someone used to be with me, someone used to care about me, someone used to cook for me. How lovely =). I keep on thinking , was it my mistake ? was it my fault? i did wrong? i keep on recall, which part? until now i could not found the answer. I'm tired but i was nt like the others , even though they were tired, they were bored of this. they will give up easily. For me? i had get used to the situation. I wouldn't say "no" , i will say "yes". "Love" is the 2 people involve, we have to keep down the anger, be patient and get to know more, understanding. So that it "worth" more. It able to known as "long-term" . A guy who have responsible know what he had done. He should understand , especially the 1 is gentlemen. That's my life =)