Wish Everything will Get back as Usual as soon as possible

Haiz..Many things happened today, many misunderstanding between my friends- sook yee and kenny. Why just let it go ? Haiz..Is it so hard to say " im sorry, can you forgive me".. just an apologize...ken-..( no offense ) ....as a boy..and a men. You must understand the situation. Well scott, ( no offense ), i knew you din mean that, obviously you will feel pissed right? i know how it feel, i understand so i din stand any side, but i will be the person who would like to listen, what is going on..~ Ken, let it go , just forgot about it ok? Now u look, scott alredi said sorry to leou gyn, and they nothing right now. But you urself get into trouble..well...i duno what to said....but only things i could say is try to be the person...try to think what will happen if i done this things..? Think wisely....Sookyee, well i duno what to said as a friend...I know it will not happy if someone said that, i will do what you did as well. But i wish you do not get angry--anymore what kenny did previously, wish you could forgive him....Can we get back the friendship that we used to be? huh? please...i really wish u guys stop misunderstanding or something..and with just a small matter...ok? ( no offense) How old you guys alredi ? What want to argue with just a small matter? little misunderstanding..Only things i can do, offer my prays, wish everything could get well soon...

Scott.....dun feel bad ok? i do notice you are not happy today...I din think much about jin mun already. I feel ok now =D, seriously..you and i still best friend, but i only wish you could tre8 her good and loyal. Stop flirting ...boy xD...haha....no offense huh...You know someone dislike you, i do know but i will just ignore...cuz we know each other long time right? Bro, dun think too much, everything is over...and i do wish take care of jin mun, be honest and loyal to her....by the way, she is just my best friend...and stop thinking. i know you think too much today, dude...be happy always...jovial=D...you are still my best friend ..scott~

Monday~~ Celebrate gyn bday

Gyn ah ^^....happy birthday orhx ^^...I found that you are so much happier than saturday, we hang out together..seriously..^^...Wish you love the cake i bought for you....This is the 1st time i bought a cake for someone else except my family hahax..u are so lucky lo haha xD...jkjk....anyway ..be happy always dun always give me that moody face...i kill u haha...xD jkjkk.....k la...that is all i wan to tell u gyn....bye xD...love you and happy belated birthday =D

Leou Gyn Bday xD

LEOU GYN- my best friend

happy birthday orhx^^...my dear best friend leou gyn. I notice u having much fun today. hahax...not only you, but we are ...hahax. 5 years alredi. =D Do you remember 1st time, we meet each other, you was just a fat and cute girl, but look at you now...Much different. But i never regret that i have you this kind of friend, you gave me advise, help me out of the darkness world-which is so dark so dark, without you i might not survive. Hahax...u are my best friend dude...i will appreciate it.

Lets see, today we went for karaoke 3/4 hours over there, we were having so much fun.Later on, we having our lunch in sushi king, hei forgot to tell u ....tq gyn xD..for the sushi. It was delicious, i love it . hahax....and after lunch, we went to baskin robbin to have our desert...ouch..xD...i din get 1 cuz i know is very expensive.hahax . By the way, tq gyn ~~~ tq everything

你走了~

你還記得我們在一起的那感覺嗎？
你還記得我們在一起的每一分鐘嗎？
你還記得我們在一起手拉手的感覺嗎？
你還記得我們在一起渡過種種的痛苦嗎？


我還記得，我們在一起的那段感情，經過了不少風風雨雨，才在一起的。。而且我永遠~永遠都不會忘記。。我對你的愛多麼的深，多麼的喜歡，多麼的痛苦，我已經不能再承受了，我好心苦~也好痛苦。。三年了。。都過去了。。但是心裡還是無法忘記。。依然你在我的心裡多麼的重要。。我知道你终会离去就像美丽的日落而尽只是没有想到你会走的那样匆忙当我的心还在夏日的花香中徘徊当我的目光还在你停留过的地方凝视，当我悠长的思念还在积聚着对你的爱恋..就在這時。你却说你要走了。。其實我想跟你一起承擔一切。。一起面對種種困難。。看著你痛苦的樣子，我好辛苦，就明明好想在你面前哭出來。。卻做不到。。我不想你不開心。。所以在你面前扮一副開心的樣子~反而在你背後~一直不停的流眼淚。。你叫我別愛上你。。去喜歡別的女人。。
而且你也對我說：對不起，無法陪你走下去~原諒我好嗎？
我說：不。。不能。。不能原諒你。。我心裡。。永遠只有你。。每人能取代你在我心裡重要的位置。。我喜歡的女人，永遠只有你一個。。無論有多困難，我們都可以解決對不對？別放棄。。只要有一線的希望，我們都能活下去。

就在這時，我感覺到你的手好冰冷，手指漸漸的鬆開了，不在溫，不在像我以前握你的手的感覺~。。。
轉眼間。。你人就不在了。。而且失去的無影無蹤。。那天我的眼淚不停的流。。不停的。。~流。。
現在我每一天，每一秒。。都好想你。。為甚麼？為甚麼？天。這麼不公平，要拆散一對彼此喜歡對方，愛著對方的真實的戀人。我恨你。。！！我每一次看著我們過去的背影。。好懷念。。真的好不想你離開我。。好不捨得分手的感覺。。明明抓緊緊了轉眼又失去了。。就好像日落－美丽的日落總是就在一瞬間。。消失了。。

你走向远方的时候。。
带走的是我深深的却无法表露的执著。。一直固执的认定你来了以後就一定会陪着我走完我的人生的道路。。而你突然的离去才使我明白那只是一张我用相思累积的无法兑现的存单。。我明白你的离去有太多的无奈因为现实。。让你和我没的选择岁月的长河里。。也许会有很多想不到的风浪不能我們一起承擔。。對不起。。原諒我好嗎？
原諒我
以前珍惜你的不夠
原諒我
以前對你冷落的態度
原諒我
以前對你的愛不夠深
原諒我。。。。
對不起，我自錯了。。。

最後，有句話好想對你說。。但你現在卻無法聽得到 。。＊就在這時我對這藍黑的天空喊著＊

－老婆！！我愛你！！我很！！！愛你！！，可以原諒我以前做錯的一切嗎？好嗎？。。。。

MY BEst FAMILY !!! AND FRIENDS 4EVER -

I duno what to said? Tq. Seriously. Few droplet from my eyes flow it as usual. I feel so happy that my friend, being so supportive. TQ Sook yee!!
Tq, for everything, without you. Probably my heart will keep on thinking about her. My mind, her image, her smile, her shadow- everything about her. Without your advise, without the persuasion of yours . I might still live in darkness. And now i feel so much better. TQ....not only sook yee, my friends as well. Each of them.....kenny, leou gyn, yew kwan, kenneth, kevin and liselle=D...TQ ...for being so ..good to me....... And sorry, forgive me, being so selfish previously.........................sorry ...
FORGIVE M3......i promise you guys, im not gonna think about her anymore....and i will just focus on my studies, and the friendship of us...............

and Sook Yee sorry, when i need someone, you will be the 1st one always appear in my side. But when u need me, i will always be somewhere else. I'm sorry sook yee. im sorry. I will never abandon my friend anymore...Not only you , every single friend that i knew....I will always lend a hand or a shoulder to you guys , when you guys need me.......TQ !!!! MY FAMILIES AND MY FRIENDS.....I LOVE YOU !!

Absent today xD

Not feeling well. Book~Sick....Never heard before right? xD. Im tired, and the class having today is not so important..not all but phew of them. xD so i din went to skol today and i study myself + i clean up the house. xD....to be continue

Saishiki ~ sisiki ? whatever la xD..

As long i knew it is a japanese buffet restaurant.. and the foods were delicious.im satisfy =D.. Unagi is the best among the food i ate yesterday. Sashimi salmon not bad xD.. love it so much ~~ hmmph what else....cawan mushi ^^ wow...miss that..hahax anyway ~~~foods are delicious, same goes to friends. hahax friendly dude ~~ many jokes. xD!!..Kevin kevin ~~my gay partner lolx..~~jkjk~~~ anyway..it was so much fun yesterday .~~ erh~~ xD. Thats all what i wanted to post today...To be CONTINUE ~ =D