Happy~

Hei..im so happy today, we like back to normal, but not normal as previously. But im SOSOSOSOSOSOSO HAPPY,felicitous......HAHAX....i dun care whether is truth or fake. But as long i see you smile...HAHAH!!! im just satisfy to see you happy even though you might be with someone else. TQ, TQ, TQ, TQ !!!

Finally ~^^

phew, i feel better now,much better hahax. And something i din expected, it happen hahax. Anyway just like i used to said. do whatever u want, as long you like it , dun give up, i will always support whatever decision u made.XD, of course i do wish we could get back the friendship between us. Just friend. But because of something else. I was hardly/force to made this kind of decision. But i never remorse/regret. Just as long you happy, i could do whatever you like.hahax, dun worry i will know ,you never view my blog after all. So these kind of stuff, i post just to release my anger or the pain of mine. hahax...promise me , be with you love ones 4ever, and be happy always

我就是那麼的自私，而且我沒有那麼的伟大

我没有那么伟大就像你的前男友
我知道
我并不能忘记你，不能挽回我們在一起玩的那段很好的感情
也不能不愛你
都说只要自己爱的人幸福就好
我知道自己做不到
我想要的是我跟你在一起的幸福
不是只有看着你幸福。
我的爱，没有那么伟大
虽然这才是我最想要的
但我不会再跟你说，
不想再打扰你的生活
我只会对你说祝福你和“对不起”这三个字，对不起－我以前所做錯的一切
却不会再对你说我爱你
我只能尽我所能不去打扰你
不去想你，不去爱你
把你忘记的一干二淨
可是，我可以用欺骗来安慰伤痛吗？
我想要继续的哭泣不得不终止
想要挣扎的勇气不得不呼吸
想要释放的感伤不得不收敛
因為我想做出一副沒事的樣子
不想要別人為我而擔心
我的爱，没有那么伟大
我也不希望它那么伟大
我的私心
不会让你知道
不会任何人知道
我敢承认
我爱的是你
我不能说爱的也是你
我希望有一天你会看见这篇文章
希望你不会忘记我
我的爱就是那麼的自私
只因为对象是你
没有甚麼好後虧的，
現在我只有一句话，想對你說
也是最不能对你说的话
就是
－我爱你－

24/7/09--Hyper

Orhx, what the hell~~~ why everyone so hyper today xD... especially during the bio science class. xD we are discussing about the Preservation and Conservation of the Environment.~~ lolx actually ms.kasturi wrote/draw the web ~ related to the consumer ~~ u guys know right xD. 

Ms.Kasturi: Ok, what happen to the others consumer if without the primary consumer?

These What she draw PADDY(PRODUCER)--->>RATS(PRIMARY CONSUMER) AND ANOTHER CONSUMER)------>>> SNAKE, CHICKEN AND FROGS ( SECONDARY CONSUMER)---->>>EAGLE AND HUMAN ( TERTIARY CONSUMER)

Pei Ying: PADDY FIELD INCREASE !!! Others maintain

STeven: No ~~~, EVERYONE INCREASE BECAUSE OF THE CHICKEN---EAT PADDY.XD

Pei Ying: NO !!!! Chicken not eating paddy ~~..-_-....!!!

Steven : YES !!!!

Kenneth: er huh?

Pei Ying: NO !!!!!

Steven : YES !!!

At the same time ms.kasturi -_-.....

Ms.Kasturi: Chicken eat paddy -_-...Pei ying

Steven: NAH !!! SEE ?...

Pei Ying: NO !!!!!!

Ms.Kasturi: now u are the teacher or im the teacher? excuse me ?...NOW GET BACK INTO YOUR PLACE...

Everyone silent..lolx....

nth much farny actually, just i wrote it for fun xD.....normal conversation xD

I couldnt concentrate on my studies today- 23/7/09

I duno why...i don't know what is wrong with me today. I couldn't concentrate on my studies at all. I read the whole sentence and i was like' what '? and i keep repeating the same sentence for few times but yet i couldn't get these things in my mind. Something wrong with me today . Probably im exhausted, mind stress. I don't know what to do. Perhaps i should take some rest, and get myself into good condition, so i could concentrate again. Ah~!!!, nvm lahx, i continue tmrw, damn wasted like 2hours ...T_T

16 days

These 16 days i din call you, not even a single message i send to you. I tried to ignore you and trying to forget everything about you for these 7 weeks which is 49 days. But today i sent u a message. i duno why ? im just still worried* . Someone told me u din went to school today. I thought u were having fever or somehow. Later on, u replied me and i dun have any feeling, i dun feel happy or remorse. Just normal like friends, i duno why. we like back to the friendship that we used to be. i knew i still love you, but not deep as previously. Probably after i heard that stuff, that u said. ---This is called love? Ya, i not love as deep as your xbf, but i had put so much effort try to be the good, the best, the perfect one, i wanted to be the important position in your heart previously. But at the end, i give up , and i have done so much things to u but you will never know.I never blame you for that.At the same time, I feel so stupid, why i being so good to you, worried about you? Even though u dun like me anymore? I keep repeating the same question. But i still couldn't get the right answer. Well, i just wish i could look at you, protect you all the time and i will maintain the distance between you and me. Promise me, be happy always.

Tuesday-~ 21 july 2009 -- WHAT a boring day~!!!

Well....nothing much happy today, 1 word bored !!!! breakfast- lunch - school- comeback study for 4 hours--- at the same time i was duno wth im reading or studying - as long i knw i was wasting time lOLX..!!!!!!swt......to be continue ------Wednesday 22 july 2009