Orhx, what the hell~~~ why everyone so hyper today xD... especially during the bio science class. xD we are discussing about the Preservation and Conservation of the Environment.~~ lolx actually ms.kasturi wrote/draw the web ~ related to the consumer ~~ u guys know right xD.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
24/7/09--Hyper
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I couldnt concentrate on my studies today- 23/7/09
I duno why...i don't know what is wrong with me today. I couldn't concentrate on my studies at all. I read the whole sentence and i was like' what '? and i keep repeating the same sentence for few times but yet i couldn't get these things in my mind. Something wrong with me today . Probably im exhausted, mind stress. I don't know what to do. Perhaps i should take some rest, and get myself into good condition, so i could concentrate again. Ah~!!!, nvm lahx, i continue tmrw, damn wasted like 2hours ...T_T
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Tuesday, July 21, 2009
16 days
These 16 days i din call you, not even a single message i send to you. I tried to ignore you and trying to forget everything about you for these 7 weeks which is 49 days. But today i sent u a message. i duno why ? im just still worried* . Someone told me u din went to school today. I thought u were having fever or somehow. Later on, u replied me and i dun have any feeling, i dun feel happy or remorse. Just normal like friends, i duno why. we like back to the friendship that we used to be. i knew i still love you, but not deep as previously. Probably after i heard that stuff, that u said. ---This is called love? Ya, i not love as deep as your xbf, but i had put so much effort try to be the good, the best, the perfect one, i wanted to be the important position in your heart previously. But at the end, i give up , and i have done so much things to u but you will never know.I never blame you for that.At the same time, I feel so stupid, why i being so good to you, worried about you? Even though u dun like me anymore? I keep repeating the same question. But i still couldn't get the right answer. Well, i just wish i could look at you, protect you all the time and i will maintain the distance between you and me. Promise me, be happy always.
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Tuesday-~ 21 july 2009 -- WHAT a boring day~!!!
Well....nothing much happy today, 1 word bored !!!! breakfast- lunch - school- comeback study for 4 hours--- at the same time i was duno wth im reading or studying - as long i knw i was wasting time lOLX..!!!!!!swt......to be continue ------Wednesday 22 july 2009
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Monday, July 20, 2009
Bored !!
Im so BORED today doing nothing 1st 2 period. Doing Nothing cuz i drop account subject ~~ replace general Science....AHH~~!!!! bored -_-....Update my blog, cHange Lay Out ....awww BORED, BORED,BORED !!!!xD.....STUDY LA ! THEN ? XD lolx
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Last saturday, i went to wayee house celebrate her bday party, i was not that late after all..xD....well i was having so much fun on that day, the cooperation between me and scott were extreamly good xD....we can be super-star future xD...lolx..we sang from 4-7 pm ...and later on ground floor was fully packed with people. adults and kids...gosh~~~ ....the food was nice , delicious xD..especially the satay.....later on i was drank few cans of beer, and i was drunk....i knew wat im doing, but i couldnt control it, ....im totally drunk, my face was hot and red. And im telling the truth, i duno what i had said out. But as long i knw is quite embarassing. I did asked a question from kenny whether u wan to c my underwear colour* GOSH ~~embarassing though.!!!!...and i laugh out without nothing...seriously is ....damn !!! but i din like those real drunk people - who used to sex hormones always came out when they are drunk....ewww~~...but i was like a clown -_-....anyway.....i dun think i gonna drink anymore beer, nt eve a single cans, cuz i knew it was dangerous xD.....ok ....the ends lOLX...bye bye xD
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Thursday, July 16, 2009
不應該愛的太深
如果相逢是错,我愿意一错再错……
如果相爱不知路尽头,我情愿一生徘徊等候。
不管将来相伴一生的是谁,你都在我心底最不可触摸的角落。
也许当岁月与铅华都遗忘的时候;
你我还能以一种近似当初的心来彼此慰籍。
还爱着,只是有太多的原因造就了这一结果。
无法相守的一生注定了我们缘浅于此。
真的好想像当初梦的、畅想的那样。
生命因爱情而美丽,在历经了太多的人生苦难之后,终才知道,
有些话说了就收不回,有些事情做了也无法回头。
没有是非对错,一切都是上天在捉弄我。
爱着,是一件多么美妙的情感,思念着,却无法相守,
是一场耐人寻味的爱恋,凄苦而无奈。
为什么相爱的人不能在一起?
为什么所有的爱情故事都要是半生缘?
为什么只能选择自己不爱的人?
不相爱的两个人为何却偏偏注定要相伴一生?
问情为何物?
只一句“情乃折磨人的咒语”
放弃,
只因为爱的太深,爱太深,才对自己没把握,
要用放弃做赌注,输了,只因对方不够爱你……
爱得太深或许也是一种错
爱得太深或许注定会寂寞
茫茫人海中
相遇,相识,相知,相恋
都算是一种缘份 一种感动
多年以后
回过头
却发现
曾经爱过的人都已走远
曾经执着的爱情都只是场空
是爱情是空还是人是空
是爱太复杂还是人太复杂
爱原本是简单的
只是我们想得太复杂
冰冷的房间
冷冷的夜晚
冰凉的身躯
我
不敢再回味
多年以前,多年以后
守在你身边的人又会在哪里
漆黑的夜,我看不到自己心灵的深处还藏着谁的影子……
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