Bored !!

Im so BORED today doing nothing 1st 2 period. Doing Nothing cuz i drop account subject ~~ replace general Science....AHH~~!!!! bored -_-....Update my blog, cHange Lay Out ....awww BORED, BORED,BORED !!!!xD.....STUDY LA ! THEN ? XD lolx

Last saturday, i went to wayee house celebrate her bday party, i was not that late after all..xD....well i was having so much fun on that day, the cooperation between me and scott were extreamly good xD....we can be super-star future xD...lolx..we sang from 4-7 pm ...and later on ground floor was fully packed with people. adults and kids...gosh~~~ ....the food was nice , delicious xD..especially the satay.....later on i was drank few cans of beer, and i was drunk....i knew wat im doing, but i couldnt control it, ....im totally drunk, my face was hot and red. And im telling the truth, i duno what i had said out. But as long i knw is quite embarassing. I did asked a question from kenny whether u wan to c my underwear colour* GOSH ~~embarassing though.!!!!...and i laugh out without nothing...seriously is ....damn !!! but i din like those real drunk people - who used to sex hormones always came out when they are drunk....ewww~~...but i was like a clown -_-....anyway.....i dun think i gonna drink anymore beer, nt eve a single cans, cuz i knew it was dangerous xD.....ok ....the ends lOLX...bye bye xD

不應該愛的太深

如果相逢是错，我愿意一错再错……
如果相爱不知路尽头，我情愿一生徘徊等候。

不管将来相伴一生的是谁，你都在我心底最不可触摸的角落。
也许当岁月与铅华都遗忘的时候；
你我还能以一种近似当初的心来彼此慰籍。
还爱着，只是有太多的原因造就了这一结果。
无法相守的一生注定了我们缘浅于此。
真的好想像当初梦的、畅想的那样。

生命因爱情而美丽，在历经了太多的人生苦难之后，终才知道，
有些话说了就收不回，有些事情做了也无法回头。
没有是非对错，一切都是上天在捉弄我。
爱着，是一件多么美妙的情感，思念着，却无法相守，
是一场耐人寻味的爱恋，凄苦而无奈。

为什么相爱的人不能在一起？
为什么所有的爱情故事都要是半生缘？
为什么只能选择自己不爱的人？
不相爱的两个人为何却偏偏注定要相伴一生？

问情为何物？
只一句“情乃折磨人的咒语”
放弃，
只因为爱的太深，爱太深，才对自己没把握，
要用放弃做赌注，输了，只因对方不够爱你……



爱得太深或许也是一种错
爱得太深或许注定会寂寞

茫茫人海中
相遇，相识，相知，相恋
都算是一种缘份　一种感动

多年以后
回过头
却发现
曾经爱过的人都已走远
曾经执着的爱情都只是场空

是爱情是空还是人是空
是爱太复杂还是人太复杂

爱原本是简单的
只是我们想得太复杂

冰冷的房间
冷冷的夜晚
冰凉的身躯
我
不敢再回味

多年以前，多年以后
守在你身边的人又会在哪里

漆黑的夜，我看不到自己心灵的深处还藏着谁的影子……

I feel uncomfortable these days, i thought these things, these cases were settle. But why? the way you react ...it shows hate,ignore,away from me. I'm not gonna mention anything about what is going on with me. But i do feel something remorse,desperate and guilty. There is many misunderstanding between you and me. I feel i hate myself, being so selfish, didn't care about your feelings deep inside your heart. I'm so sorry, the selfishness of mine,annoyance of mine. I knew even though i apologize million times to you, you will never forgive me. I knew what is wrong with me. I knew I was wrong. I also knew you keep these things inside your heart , your mind as a secret. Never gonna tell anyone. You were just standing at the corner being alone, not telling anyone/talking to anyone. I knew, i knew you feeling, your reaction , you movement what is gonna do next. i knew.i guess i unable to get back the previous feeling/friendship of us.

(_ _ _ _ _ _ ) i'm sorry, please forgive me. I promised from now on.. i'm not gonna talk to anyone except you...i never abandon you anymore. 000---sign of swearing to god(~^(00)^~)..wish we could get back the previous feeling, the 1st time we know each other..ignore the things that i said before..back to the friendship ^^ best friend..so we could hangout together again.

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Yo~YO

yoyooyo !!! wassup ...ladies and gentlemen...im back ^^....awo...gonna repeat again. It is been a long time i din post anything on my blog...is kinda bored xD....well well..what a gleeful day i ever had ~~ ^^ ...what happen today? whats wrong wif me? today ?...Erhmph..mind stress-_-.......screw up everything AHAHA ...scolded by my dear lecturer ...AWHH!~...i forgot to do my hmwrk xD....ah what sudut pandangan...goSH...this killing me....probably 5 pages so i could complete my homework....T_T...Unfortunately, i was in the blacklist AHAH!!! another surprise things AHAHA!!!!...great !!! Detention !!! WOHO!!!, Clean the toilet..What a wonderful thing i never receive before in my lIFE !!! ...hoho~~~..something wrong with my mind today ....MUST BE !~~~.....hahaha

Things doesn't change much, since the day i left here and move somewhere and makes you feel hate, and upset?I came back and just watching you someone where that you could not see me .I was lonely these 5 years,feel bored, lifeless.Do you remember the day we meet each other? How was it going?We meet each other in the playground that is next to the mosque.You were playing some card games, while i was playing football.Shafiq was injured during the match, and u joined us.I think that is how we meet each other.Do you still remember the day we hang out together with bmx bike and we holding a huge wood, and someone thought us we were finding taking revenge on somebody but the truth is we were just act cool haha!!.Do you still remember the game we use to play in your house? The racing car and yoyo that i stole money from my dad wallet and bought it just to play with you and that cost 50++ cuz yoyo was so popular during our childhood. Ah i miss that so much, everyday i just wish i could dream/flashback the great,best day ever in my life with you.Now my life is lifeless, i guess u had a pretty girl friend though, but im still lonely xD...boring.Even though , i tried so hard to lowered down my weight, consequences is 0 ....totally 0 ...no 1 likes me ...but hates me....dude...dun forgot about me...even though u have a new life right now....=) -----steven dadada !!! simon

SORRY FOR THAT IM LAZY

=D.....dun have time to post a single word....BA~~