I feel uncomfortable these days, i thought these things, these cases were settle. But why? the way you react ...it shows hate,ignore,away from me. I'm not gonna mention anything about what is going on with me. But i do feel something remorse,desperate and guilty. There is many misunderstanding between you and me. I feel i hate myself, being so selfish, didn't care about your feelings deep inside your heart. I'm so sorry, the selfishness of mine,annoyance of mine. I knew even though i apologize million times to you, you will never forgive me. I knew what is wrong with me. I knew I was wrong. I also knew you keep these things inside your heart , your mind as a secret. Never gonna tell anyone. You were just standing at the corner being alone, not telling anyone/talking to anyone. I knew, i knew you feeling, your reaction , you movement what is gonna do next. i knew.i guess i unable to get back the previous feeling/friendship of us.

(_ _ _ _ _ _ ) i'm sorry, please forgive me. I promised from now on.. i'm not gonna talk to anyone except you...i never abandon you anymore. 000---sign of swearing to god(~^(00)^~)..wish we could get back the previous feeling, the 1st time we know each other..ignore the things that i said before..back to the friendship ^^ best friend..so we could hangout together again.

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Yo~YO

yoyooyo !!! wassup ...ladies and gentlemen...im back ^^....awo...gonna repeat again. It is been a long time i din post anything on my blog...is kinda bored xD....well well..what a gleeful day i ever had ~~ ^^ ...what happen today? whats wrong wif me? today ?...Erhmph..mind stress-_-.......screw up everything AHAHA ...scolded by my dear lecturer ...AWHH!~...i forgot to do my hmwrk xD....ah what sudut pandangan...goSH...this killing me....probably 5 pages so i could complete my homework....T_T...Unfortunately, i was in the blacklist AHAH!!! another surprise things AHAHA!!!!...great !!! Detention !!! WOHO!!!, Clean the toilet..What a wonderful thing i never receive before in my lIFE !!! ...hoho~~~..something wrong with my mind today ....MUST BE !~~~.....hahaha

Things doesn't change much, since the day i left here and move somewhere and makes you feel hate, and upset?I came back and just watching you someone where that you could not see me .I was lonely these 5 years,feel bored, lifeless.Do you remember the day we meet each other? How was it going?We meet each other in the playground that is next to the mosque.You were playing some card games, while i was playing football.Shafiq was injured during the match, and u joined us.I think that is how we meet each other.Do you still remember the day we hang out together with bmx bike and we holding a huge wood, and someone thought us we were finding taking revenge on somebody but the truth is we were just act cool haha!!.Do you still remember the game we use to play in your house? The racing car and yoyo that i stole money from my dad wallet and bought it just to play with you and that cost 50++ cuz yoyo was so popular during our childhood. Ah i miss that so much, everyday i just wish i could dream/flashback the great,best day ever in my life with you.Now my life is lifeless, i guess u had a pretty girl friend though, but im still lonely xD...boring.Even though , i tried so hard to lowered down my weight, consequences is 0 ....totally 0 ...no 1 likes me ...but hates me....dude...dun forgot about me...even though u have a new life right now....=) -----steven dadada !!! simon

SORRY FOR THAT IM LAZY

=D.....dun have time to post a single word....BA~~

Who am i? i keep repeating the same question to myself. "Who am i?".A curious sensation overwhelmed me. Pondering, based scientific method , i was born with a tiny little thing called zygote or embryo and my final product is a foetus. Occasionally, i will think something people never think before. Who am i actually? i'm lost, i couldn't explain it. Over the years, i still couldn't get away from this, this sort of question. I feel im living in the darkness. I couldn't get out from here. I would often talk to the god without people noticing. I have been talking to the god all the time, but always one-sided conversation. And i tried asking the same question quite a number, but once i realize there will be no answer from the conversation with the god. In my heart deep inside, full of sorrow...telling me "you will never get the answer for you entire life" . I am lonely, and desperate until i meet "them". They bring me out from the darkness, they gave me more comfort than they used to do.They gave me the energy to built up myself, they save me and motivate me when im lost. Without them, perhaps i still living in a place which constantly made me feel less than human. Who are they actually? They are my best friend until today. They are the members from cempaka beat.....guys ...I LOVE you...ty for so much bring me up ..when i was facing many problem...especially david...ty so much...dude...

Mr.AL

Hi guys, it been a long time i din post anything to my blog, anyway. i would like to try my best to post once every single day.Perhaps, i will post once a while..HAHAHA.Well, i just received all my exam paper, is unacceptable. But i would like to try my best to get the best result/ mark as i could. The 1st thing i wanted to do, it to improve my language- English. I still unsatisfied with my mark that i receive from my teacher.But i would like to learn from people.I will use my endurance to complete every single order from teacher.Now, teacher is trying to motivate us, he gave us 5 essay , 5 est and 5 literature every week.I will follow the instruction given by teacher, complete everything. Previously, Puan Azura did not give a work like these before. We just do few homework such as est,essay and some easy job.But mr.alphonsus is the best teacher i ever meet in my life. He push and encourage us to be the top student that he could. He had tried his best, he would never give up to the brainless-buttheads in the school like me and he know the position he standing right now. If compare to puan aimi- principle in our skol and mr.alphonsus, I prefer mr.alphonsus to be the principle for our school, is because i know he would be the great principle in the world. Mr COOL!!! WE 5 COMMERCE 1 LOVE YOU....!!!
MAN MUST TOIL FROM SUN TO SUN,
BUT THE TEACHER'S WORK IS NEVER DONE.....

i a conversation!!

Li Peng : hey! we are now in school, sitting in the class and being moody.
Steven : i know, but at least you got something to do ...homework given by mr.cool~~
Li Peng : Hello!! the h/work is given to the whole class, including you yourself. But there is "someone" refuse to do it now, in the class...
Steven : Who?who? who is the guy !!...100% i'm not the 1 because i am updating my blog...must be someone else...haha~...( most of the class playing their own mac except li peng )
Li Peng : you miss out someone. Hong Yaip is still doing his work. Anyways, is almost lunch now. Can't wait until the school end, then i can get back home, update my blog and complete all my schoolwork.It is definitely going to take a long periods of time for me to do it. And done more thing, did you pay for your spm??
Steven : opps...i totally forgot everything about the fees for spm ..haha...by the way i will pay it tomorrow. Hong Yaip is not doing his work, he is setting up the position for water polo tomorrow. You must be confusing, what the hell am i saying right ? (li peng in awkward position)
Li peng : I am not as awkward as you do. About the fees, sorry to tell that the deadline is here. Miss Prassanna going to report to pn Aimi for those who has not yet submit and pay. Miss Prassanna met those who hasn't submit the form. You didn't go and meet her in the biology lab? Hope that I wasn't so late to tell you now.
Steven : AH.!!! i'm gonna dead !! Fine, if you saw her today, please tell her that i'm going to pay her tomorrow.
Li peng : we will see her. Later we are going down to physics lab, so we might see her in the bio lab.
Steven : ok...i go with you.( brb )
Li Peng : Whatever..got to go down to the lab now. let's stop this conversation. byebye.




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