A friend in need is a friend indeed ~

Thank You =)

2011-07-07T08:52:00.000-07:00

BII~ this is the post for you =) ... Wednesday night we had a lot of conversation , different topic different ...but the point is about family. That's really important ..We had many discussion on that.. I know a child adolescence with divorce family. But you have to think, different people different personality, they had different thought , just the understanding of a single person can change different point of view....elder brother like me always understand how my parents feel to each other. They able to live conducive if they able to understand each other and forgive each other. Same goes to me, if i think it wont bother me , it really wont bother me...My sister different....she still young and she do not understand well as i did towards parents divorce...She need love but i feel so bad i couldn't give and i do not understand her much...really feel bad....:S....haiz baby....i really duno what to do ...i just wish everyone and everything able to go smoothly =)....important things is everyone live in a healthy lifestyle...no sick no pain =) ...im satisfied =)

Desperate towards something

2011-06-09T23:06:00.000-07:00

Desperate is an emotion and feeling that we unable to control. Desperate can be many things and many ways. For example, you are desperate towards a new technology or electronic things that you want long time ago , but you just don't have the ability to purchase this item. In this case, it can be known as Fail Desperate. I named it this way =), Fail Desperate which is you want something but you unable to get ! WOHO ! =) like me...xP i want an ipad long time ago , but always lack of money or facing financial problem =(~....AWH~ :(.....Zero Desperate which is something you are desperate with it but somehow when you doing other stuff , you will never think about it.. Zero Desperate may exist in some period but only short length period of time.. it will never bother you for a long period of time...=) ....

what im doing? what im thinking

2011-05-13T21:38:00.000-07:00

. Somehow i just don't know why i can't get rid of this. I had get used to it. someone used to be with me, someone used to care about me, someone used to cook for me. How lovely =). I keep on thinking , was it my mistake ? was it my fault? i did wrong? i keep on recall, which part? until now i could not found the answer. I'm tired but i was nt like the others , even though they were tired, they were bored of this. they will give up easily. For me? i had get used to the situation. I wouldn't say "no" , i will say "yes". "Love" is the 2 people involve, we have to keep down the anger, be patient and get to know more, understanding. So that it "worth" more. It able to known as "long-term" . A guy who have responsible know what he had done. He should understand , especially the 1 is gentlemen. That's my life =)

2011-05-13T21:37:00.000-07:00

HAHA ! jokes

2011-04-12T09:34:00.000-07:00

My baby thought i was talking abt her....bad thing.....xP....actually i din mean to blame her....sigh! indirect way...actually i love her so much ! very !...she feel so bad and message me....after what i read . i feel much worst....very super bad! ...sigh !....baby dun think so much i love u the most =) LOVE U ALWAYS !

GUYS ! NEED UR HELP !

2011-04-12T01:39:00.000-07:00

I wish u guys could follow me in tweeter =).....be my follower =)! same email ! chow_w_jian@hotmail.com.......THANK YOU !

Sem 3

2011-04-12T01:35:00.000-07:00

Everything is fine this semester, but i noticed i did much better compare to previous sem. Perhaps, she is here, that's the reason why i did my exam badly? HAHA i guess so =)..My brain & heart is telling me to work harder for this exam, work as a workaholic....xP...i will =) ....i do not believe i started doing my revision..Future is future, now is now...i had no idea what am i suppose to do now besides study, work ? maybe later? ....But i planned going for real estate as what my mom did, i will get a license...so i could stabilize everything? i would like to become the 1st person among my friend that earn quite a number. I wanted to be rich in the very young age. I want to help people, i want to distribute anything that poor people, or people who live in poverty or handicap .. I want help them...! =)...that's my wish! ...HAHA earn ! donate! =)!!! I will achieve it !

My precious Nicole~

2011-03-03T04:44:00.000-08:00

Listening the music of him Jang Geun Suk "My Precious" , the best song ever to me. At the same time, i received a message from my precious Nicole, my love. When i saw the MMS sent by her. My heart feel so pain and full of sorrow cause her leg become worst blue black, i feel so bad...very. Cause she told me that she was thinking of me and she didn't look at the stairs while she was walking down the stairs...she felt down.. The injured was terrible..When i saw her, which is the first time i meet her with her leg injured. My tears flowing down..I cried. The very first time i cried infront of her, it sounds embarassing. But i don't care, i am who i am , i cried for her.. my love...my nicole..I love you baby...i wish you could take care yourself, please ~ as i requested alright baby? i love you ..=)

Worst person ever

2010-12-30T18:25:00.000-08:00

We had been together for half a year, which mean six month. It is my 1st love as in being that long. We can hear people often said : Love a person , should not be arguing about her substandard personality, or past. I had been thinking the whole day, what i told you yesterday is a very mean and rude as a boyfriend . All i can say, i'm the worst boyfriend ever.I should have understand your situation, i should have forgive your wrong doings, i should accept your characteristic and personality.i should have become a good listener, staying next to you and listen all the things you wish to say, in order to release your strain or pressure.I'm sorry i just could not forgive myself for doing that to you. Yesterday was a past, today is a give, tomorrow is a mystery. i wish you could forgive me what i had done to you yesterday.I wish our relationship could maintain as usual for long.I don't want your apologize, antonyms i wish you could forgive me...forgive me darling, forgive me honey, forgive me wiffy, forgive me what i said, what i had done...i'm sorry...just be who you are...=) no need to change for me....just be you as usual...who were always gave me happiness when i need..who were always stayed beside me when i'm lonely, i need you honey...i need you the most...

You are my love

2010-10-12T08:12:00.000-07:00

If i could have just one wish, i wish i could wake up everyday you will be the 1st person i will see, the first kiss on my forehead when i saw you, the first word came out from my mouth "darling, good morning",same goes to you the first word came out from your mouth "hubby, good morning", the first hug that i always wanted to hug as if hugging a pillow and the first feel of your heart when i'm hugging you. Knowing that i could never find that feeling other than you. I love you my wiffy =)...you are my love~~

PAIN!!!

2010-10-12T07:57:00.001-07:00

She hurt my nose today!! ouch, i heard the crack sound when she pushed away from me...started with the nose..!! crap !!!! sakit la sayang!!

WIffy ( my girl friend)

2010-10-12T07:42:00.000-07:00

Yes! She is my girl friend, her name is nicole . No offense but the first sight i look at her, she just so simple and "quite" nice,hahah!! =)..Let me tell you a secret, a huge secret, she is the 1 who have a crush on me and try to go after me..and finally she made it..Yes, for now, i'm so in love with her..She is everything to me, "everything" which is i'm hers...@@...She is chubby, cute, pretty now but not previously perhaps the way of pretty that i look at her changed? She is perfect in everything except for 1, she is kinda fat!!! haha !! no offense darling, i love you =)...well, when i was young, i remembered i told my friend i don't want a girl friend which is fatter than me...Now==!!!, arhemph...perhaps this is fate..im crazy with her...i willing to do everything once she ordered me, i change alot because of her....my loyalty towards her increase from 20% -> 99%, 1% is to betray her to go out with friends xP!....Now i know how to describe her appearance and everything cuz she is my only darling , my only lover and my only wiffy. I love you baby !!~ hug hug!! ding ding**!!, kiss kiss!! muacks muacks!!

Dear Lecturer

2010-10-09T02:26:00.000-07:00

You are the best and the youngest teacher that i had ever meet. The 1st impression towards you from me, is you are funniest and friendly teacher perhaps you are too young can cooperate with our teenager like us. But i do notice something from you, no offense, you are just too great in emo. Emo all the time when you started posting something in facebook, emo at home but good thing is u did not emo infront of us, this ain't good. Why? It shows you that u do not share things with us, and soon you keep it urself it turns to bad thing. so called melancholy. Some people really do turns up crazy/psycho cuz they think too much, think every hours every minute every second, i have no idea what makes you think so much? u had ur mastered in ur subject that you needed, now you are considered a good career with a good income as lecturer, you got so many students support you, i wonder am i the 1 who suppose think much? i'm totally out of mind what i want to choose, cuz i got too many subject interested with it.

Liiianngg mooii!!....let it be ....be natural...things go as water flow in the river....sometimes things no need so complicated.. Always be happy...the major reason why our human should live in this world is to live happily. Some certain people live in poverty but yet they could live in a harmony, smoothly, lovely way....We should live as them but not poverty...The satisfaction of human should be satisfy when a person live happily everyday, the joyful of our life...it brings the satisfaction. Be happy always ya !, i will always support you ~ my lovely teacher haha !!~~

I love to eat the bread

2010-10-07T07:42:00.000-07:00

The bread was delicious, just so perfect...the walnuts, raisin..and when you bite it..you will feel like not swallowing it, you will continue chew and chew.. well~ i have to thx to my wiffy ~~ my lovely baby...=)....she is the 1 who introduce to me such a great shop who made loaf of bread....just so delicious =)!!! yummy!!!...~

Someone ask me/force me to write about her ( both also can consider)hahah !!

2010-10-07T07:32:00.000-07:00

WHO dA h3ll is SHE? well she is my sister, not the real 1 the fake 1 but is a closest sister among the sister i made with. She view my blog and keep searching for a question " how come my name was not appear in your blog?" she is funny, she dislike people call her adorable however, i still call her adorable as always....she is just too good in making jokes with me..when im not in a good mood, she will try to make me laugh, doing some silly crazy stuff as if a patient ran out away from tanjung rambutan and came to a circus act as a clown. She is just so funny....if you guys get to knw her reality..the truth of her...she will made you happy, guarantee...she is perfect but yet, she don't want to accept any boys...lol !~ how come? i have no idea....but tell you smth....an old man with age of 28 keep contact her with different contact number, the old man had used his every tools but yet she refuse go dinner with her....SHH!~ dun tell anyone ah !! promise me? ahha !! she will kill me if you tell her i wrote that..hahah !!...k~~ i think that's all about her...if you want to know who she is...please do call 01X-294632X ...the last digit and front digit guess urself, if you guys have the fate..you might meet her xP!....and ask" may i knw who are you?"...hahah !! .....

Wiffy-that's i call her

2010-08-23T05:41:00.000-07:00

Wiffy ~~ that's how i call her....Darling..I notice i'm in love with you already.....and i'm very sure i love you 100%...like an crazy ass....=) i don't know how to express my feeling towards you. I don't know how to say how to tell. I'm just so in love with you right now =)...please forgive me...one day i would know how to express my feeling towards you...once i get it....then i will post immediately...=) love you darling...love you always ^^...

YanG: '宝贝'~好爱你

2010-08-23T05:38:00.000-07:00

gandong O ~

Comes to an end

2010-08-22T08:23:00.001-07:00

You are the 1st best friend who turn up to become my enemy....why would this happen? don't forget almost everything comes from you....YOU ARE THE 1 WHO RUNE UP EVERYTHING....you being flirty since the day i know you....OUR PREVIOUS SCHOOLMATES DO KNOW YOU BEING FLIRTY ALL THE TIME....u love isn't loyal enough to shows that you love a girl....you just bought a present to a girl and always give a such sweet talk towards a girl....Do you shows your caring to a girl? THIS IS NOT THE WAY YOU COURT A GIRL....you should be more loyal be more caring....love her ....but now ...you not only rune up ur love towards a girl and our best friend relationship...IM OK WITH IT....cuz im tired with you.....I helped you alot ...but at last you rune up everything yourself...you don't even tell me who you do really love.....You ask 10 people from our previous school...9 of them sure say you flirty.....being flirty isn't good ......keep on....you will just never success.....i never regret i meet you in the very beginning but i regret after know your reality....in order to court a girl and talk nonsense and something that can affect your best friend images.....WOW..i impress...keep on....do it....=)....dun forget...when you are in trouble...im the 1st who give a call to you....i do worry about you....but now? well...i would like to say FUCK OFF =) .....AND PLEASE DO RETURN MY MONEY AS SOON AS POSSIBLE RM280........or else i go collect from you parents.. =)

ACCA my future ^^~!! i want to be !!!

2010-08-15T08:56:00.001-07:00

This is what i want to be in my future ...Perhaps i want to be success investor as well...if i could not be an accountant .. =) i would like to try my best...i believe i can make it....i will make it..!!! xP~ ow ...im in love wif account subject....and the lecturer xP~~ ms goy...THX FOR BEING SO SUPPORTIVE....u are the best ms goy and er...i cant remember the malay lecturer...god xP...sorry ...but i have to say tq to u too =)~....cuz u made me understand many more...even though im not really do focusing on the last chapter ...hehe i will do my revision...thx alot....TQ so much ^^!

Liem Liem ~~ BabY ~ happy birthday dude =)~

2010-08-15T08:52:00.001-07:00

You remind me how retarded im....how foolish...how silly ...remind me of the past we had together....=)~ thx alot ....thx accompany along the way....we never argue before..not even once....you are my truly friend besides kevin....I knw you since form 2, we talk alot during the class. We being vandalism in the class and we had made something huge and worst. Something people cant expected and could not believe we can do such things. But we did it.~ =) Im so glad i got such friend like you liem....HAPPY BIRTHDAY =) ....and hope you do like the thai food, that me and kevin had share as a present for you =)~.....

Is time to let you go =), i made it.. bye bye hehe ^^

2010-07-28T21:11:00.001-07:00

It has been pass few weeks, never regret i meet you, never regret have a crush on you, but regret on something what i have done. "Things cannot be return", what is done is done.It is time to let you go.I had no more feeling towards you besides caring. I notice i very care about you, actually not only you is everyone but you are the special one, the one who i care the most.But i will reduce my action/movement caring towards you. I will try my best.TQ, i had changed alot because of you.The day i give up on you. My studies are improving.I know how to solve my maths question because i had spent my time on studies more than on you. AIks, mistake done in the maths or else i will score 8/10. I'm very sure.You had give up on me, i had give up on you.We are just best friend all along...I Love you "My friend"..Hope you can stay besides me , be my best friend is better than be my special one...=)

My cOllege Life- 2 weeks

2010-06-17T07:10:00.000-07:00

Well, i never regret attend and involve in Utar/Be part of Utar , that's my college. For all i can say, it was good. VERY good i love it/ i love the pupils, i meet many silly and nice friends: nicholas,ky,joee,noreen ,kelly kenny more...they are sososososo friendly and nice to talk with. Love them alot..!! i enjoy my college life. Hope to seek better in future xP with them !!

Utar school life - 2nd Day

2010-05-31T21:39:00.002-07:00

I have no reason why i posted everything which suppose post it in the beginning but i posted it on the 2nd day. Perhaps this is my style xP!. Tuesday the very beginning of Jun 2010, I had attend the critical thinking classes, it was my 1st day in the class. The lecturer is a male . For the 1st look, he is a nerd. 1st impression , later on i can feel that he is a very best lecturer. Glad to meet him. OW MAN !! GTG !! Have to attend a class =)! Bye !!

school life Utar- Orientation Day 2nd dAy! 25/5/2010

2010-05-25T02:48:00.000-07:00

I thought it would be better compare to yesterday. Unexpected it is the same....What a boring day? I went there with my friends, nicole and yee mun. Had breakfast together before the event begin. The speech start at 9am, full house! but yet, i found a seat. Listen to the instruktor/the speaker. It such a lame topic.. Safety talk? Bills? @@...AH!! but i was focus on the examination....2.0 we have to reach above it, or else we are going to terminated from the skol. Expel. xP!...NO WAY!!, i will try my best remain above 2.0!><....cuz i Love UTAR x). The Event end at 2.30 but i went off during the break cuz the main reason i came today is to listen for the examination talk xP!

Malacca trip

2010-05-18T08:55:00.000-07:00

This Title/blog was suppose to post 2days ago. Problem is i'm too busy with something else. Nevertheless, the internet connection is a problem as well. It was a fun day and memorable day. Wish i could go again with you guys- my best friend =). Barely notice the feeling with you guys, it was so much happy and fun. I enjoy the trip so much. These two days were the best. We went to enjoy the local popular food. Cendol, Chicken Rice Ball ( i have no idea who the hell create such food, it was normal but it is nice to bite xP), Wan tan Mee ( it was totally dif compare to kl , sos was in a cili sos but is tasty).

1st day trip- we went to afamosa check-in. Well the banglo is not what i expected, i thought it would be extremely huge and the pool size was big big big half of olympic pool xP! Sorry to say, out of range. The pool is dirty and around the pool full of grass( wth!!!) No offense. At last i still do enjoyed the pool even though is dirty , because we having a balloon war at night( late night - around 10'clock . And i was freak out cuz it was freaking cold. Freezzing !!...we went to the place - the history of malacca. The building, forget what it suppose to known as. ( on top the picture)
We take our photo- The eMo! photo xP!...each of use take 1 and make our profile picture. (it was my lame idea xP!).We enjoy our bbq dinner at night. ( it was the 1st time bbq without chicken wings, lame bbq ever haha !! but we had other things , it was nice !!! the cheese with bread. You guys should have a try with that next time, thx to jing yi ....I had it 2 xP!)

2nd day trip- we went for paint ball! crap !! i thought we were gonna win the game. Unexpectedly , the pro! joined the other team and we lose -_-. 4-3. Screw him xP! but it was a fun game. We went back to kl around 6pm. Tiring !! but still we had dinner together. =)

This trip is to celebrate Marcus Farewell , he is going to japan,tokyo on jun . I wish him all the best. My dear friend =). I will never forget about you. Even though u look like so hai, ( no offense xP!). But u are still my best friend and best chef. I love your spaghetti =) ! Once again, good luck!! =)!

2012 end of the world..Will u believe it or not ?

2010-05-13T07:44:00.000-07:00

I believe it, even it is rumour. I still believe in it. Why? Because it begun. Look at the world. Thailand? What a messed? Protesters ? political ? nation? Earthquake? crash plane in libyan capital . How many deceased ? 103? earthquake in china, Greeks against political-goverment complaining the high tax? Everything is following as the rumour. End of the world is approaching. What is going to happen on that day ? I was so worried and freak out. Thinking of what will going to happen on that day? Earth Crash? Alien? War? Do you believe in such thing? Some people said there is gonna be a huge earthquake that might kill billion of people due to the diesel , petrol that dig from undersea. Why said so ? As we know that oil,diesel,petrol is part of the heart of the earth.An earthquake is what happens when two blocks of the earth suddenly slip past one another. For what i thought, it slip is due to the petrol was dig out from under sea. Common sense thinking , when there is a hole undersea ,it will filled up by the mantle in order to fixed up. So causes earthquake is mainly due to the petrol we dig, causes tsunami is because of earthquake , causes volcano erupt is because of earthquake as well. This is just my way of thinking how it happened.(science of earthquake) http://earthquake.usgs.gov/learn/kids/eqscience.php ...What is in ur mind now? would you like to share with me?By the way, i hope everything will be settle as soon as possible. especially the problem of political in thailand now.No more people dying , no more people suffering. Peace is always be there, it is depend on our human. The decision we take. You want the peace? or the War? May god bless all of you =)...PeACE!

Life is precious

2010-05-06T08:30:00.000-07:00

Life is precious. What u do , what you did, what you plan to do next. PLease I beg you, don't ever think about commit suicide. Why you want to suicide for? Commit suicide isn't gonna solve your problem. Just yourself but not the others. Do you think your family will be happy if they found out you had commit suicide? nope =)...i bet they won't. Nevertheless, it would be much tougher especially ur wife. She have to adopt or raise up ur children. Do u knw how hard to adopt a children? Money, Fees, Food? Medicine? THink! before you do =)!...always bear in mind !! please...you are mature enough..u got brain to think? those who commit suicide are brainless-butthead =)

what is wrong with me ?

2010-05-04T08:41:00.001-07:00

I'm so tired. Tired of something that can made me feel so unhappy. I have no idea what it is. Exasperated feeling cannot be remove. Shrugged- Don't know. Why am i doing this? Why am i keeping it for myself? Perhaps, this is me. I don't like share something unhappiness between me and you. I always keep it for myself. Even is a tiny little things happening which can make me unhappy or frustrated , i will always keep it. Keep it for yourself can avoid from hurting the others except yourself .Even though, it will be pain but it just a while. I can make it and i can hold it as long as i could, who cares abt how pain it was. As long it never hurt anyone around me.

Coming Soon - My college life

2010-05-03T06:48:00.000-07:00

Looking at the calender, counting by it. Barely notice that i had been spent lot of time , enjoying my life such as working, sleeping, playing games and watching television. I dislike these action which is what i'm doing right now. I feel the way of being it seems like no different between me and a prodigal son. I wish i could do something that prove im not. I wondering , how is it going to be after 10 years later? Because i'm going to work .The life which i'm going through right now is it almost or exactly the same in future? I'm so worried. Hope is not that bad. I really want to enjoy my life. Having fun with friends, going out shopping with them. =)! This is so called the best life. My college start soon. Wish i could make many new friends. Especially hot chicks. You can say that i'm totally desperate. I wanted to get a pretty hot girlfriend for so long!!!! Man!! Utar ( my college)!!!I'M COMING !! BUDDY =)!

Wasting time

2010-05-03T00:12:00.001-07:00

I have just notice that going after a girl that you have crush on with. It is so called wasting time. Things are weird happening around us -Fat dude + pretty hot chicks = married . Handsome guy+ugly fat girl = married. Look at that , how weird it is. My dad told me the point of this situation keep on happening around us is because !!! Handsome guy and pretty girls they have their mind thinking as in ...Guy : U are hot! so???...i guess u will be going after me...there is no point keep on wasting my time going after you right? im SO MUCH HANDSOME AND SO MUCH BETTER THAN you =)!....it is the same ...pretty girls way of thinking ...SO that is why ....the world changed....different century ...different people ...different way of mind thinking ...haiz>

Just friend

2010-02-10T17:30:00.000-08:00

You and me ..just friend...i promise never cross the line..

And N0W we are very best friend, best friend all the time..

I would like to care about you, doesn't mean i still have the feeling towards you..

My traits to you will never change..

i could treat you the way they treat their girl friend..=)

Alright? can you promise me too? Do not avoid me cuz we are just friend =) ^^!!!!! Do not worry...if i invite you to hang out together ^^...please don't reject me unless you are totally busy =)...oK? promise ^^..!!!

2010-02-08T06:57:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday KEVIN THONG !! thong =)..!! you are my best friend ever ^^, im glad to know you. It has been 5 years we know each other =). In these 5 years, we had made so many memories =). GAY thong !! i sing a song for you =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KEVIN !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!

MAKE A WISH!!**

BLOW CANDLE!!**

GIVE ME A KISS =)..cuz i sing a song for you xP!!

once again !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAL!!....love you so much xP!!...if i can be gay ..i will gay wif u xP!!...unfortunately...im normal and positive xP!!..JKJK =)

2009-12-03T07:13:00.000-08:00

spm is gonna over soon...what next?

Why is Love important?

2009-10-12T07:58:00.001-07:00

So often we spend most of our time taking care of our physical needs. We make sure our bodies are fed, cleaned, clothed, exercised and rested. We also make sure intellectual stimulation and entertainment is a priority. Yet we also overlook the most important need -- love.

Of course, as a society, love is not overlooked. Popular media constantly places great emphasis on what we need to do and how we should look to attract "love". But being loved is not as powerful an emotional need as that desire to love someone else.

The need to love and care for others is built into us biologically. This need is what allows parents to forgo sleep, food, and sanity while raising their children. This need is what allows people to put themselves at risk to save others from natural disasters and human threats. This need is what makes human society work on both a small and large scale.

Loving others allows us to put the needs and desires of others before our own. We will work harder and longer, sometimes at jobs we loathe, to provide for those we love. We will tolerate otherwise intolerable conditions to provide care for our loved ones whether they are young or old.

Love means to cherish, hold dear, and treasure. We do not hurt, harm, or cause pain to those we love; rather, we seek to relieve their suffering. It is not about wanting people; it's about wanting people to be happy. It's not about wanting to possess or control others; it's about wanting to set them free.

John Oxenham described love this way: "Love ever gives. Forgives, outlives. And ever stands with open hands. And while it lives, it gives. For this is love's prerogatives - to give, and give, and give."

Love is the grease that allows the wheel of life to continue turning. For when we love we look beyond ourselves, beyond our needs and desires. We sacrifice our time, our energy, our wishes, and sometimes even ourselves because of love. Sometimes it is for an immediate person or group that we know intimately and love completely, but other times it is for a larger group of people that we don't really know or perhaps even like. It is love that allows law enforcement and emergency services personnel to face danger. It is love that allows soldiers to risk everything. Love makes heroes every day in every corner of the world. As Thomas ã Kempis said: "Love feels no burden, thinks nothing of trouble, attempts what is above its strength... It is therefore able to undertake all things, and it completes many things, and warrants them to take effect, where he who does not love would faint and lie down."

The ultimate definition of love is not about feeling good but rather about doing good. A perfect example of love in action is Mother Teresa who worked so long and so hard on the behalf of others. However we see it all around us if we look for it. Robert Louis Stevenson said: "The essence of love is kindness."

Love is important because without it life has no meaning or purpose. As Frank Tebbets says "A life without love in it is like a heap of ashes upon a deserted hearth, with the fire dead, the laughter stilled and the light extinguished." Love allows us to be more and do more than we could ever accomplish without its power.

2009-10-12T07:26:00.000-07:00

Love?? She think that isn't important, is not suppose to be care about it. Why do people can find their love ones and live forever? There are such people like this, a good couple. Love each other from the day they meet each other, end up with a live happily ever after. There is such things so called Forever. But to desperate people like you and me....Perhaps is not..U said love isn't important, if you find a guy who truly love you totally insane. I swear he will really appreciate what he got. Maybe he is not good enough. There are many different people outside there, different personality, different character...some are acceptable...some of them are not....To me, i have seen something good, forever.. I have seen the elders, holding their hands ( the old ones)....talk and smile..Jokes...i'm really glad and happy to see such things like this.. In fact, you haven't meet him yet.. who is he? The Forever....Him....The guy who gonna involve and be part of your life, caring, protective and love you... I do notice, your mom and your dad kinda sweet...I'm kinda happy to see that...another good couple....SY...try to listen and accept people persuasion....you have changed, after someone leave you,someone who used to live in your heart....but he left...Your heart is totally broken and is hard to recover...He is not the one who love you....perhaps this is fate....he is not your partner....Try to listen and accept it...what people told you...=).....you would enjoy your life...try to think ...positively ...k???^^ DUN ARGUE WITH ME !!! =)..

I have done my best ....

2009-10-08T05:27:00.000-07:00

I have done my best for my trials, even though im still not satisfied what i had received today. But i believe i tried to push myself and work diligently and 100% concentrate on my studies..Results came out, and i did badly.Even though, my exam improved but still these is not i want. I do notice im a such a greedy person, but in exams, we should not call that greedy, is achievement. We should improve each and everyday or day by day. Perhaps, it would be a success in our future. Work diligently without give up, it would not be a disaster to us. Spm!!, easy come easy go ^^. Gambateh !!~

friends--^^

2009-10-03T11:34:00.001-07:00

Today i attended a party in gita bayu, pui yee party. This is the best 1 among the party i attended previously. WHY? feel curious and confuse right? It was really fun. And i have given the opportunity to sing a song with the one.....Im kinda happy. Before the party begin, we having so much fun---friends-- sook yee, marcus, micheal....BAD ONeS!!!!... particularly marcus and micheal ...made me feel embarrassing in front of someone..LOL..-_-...but im ok with that..haha...cuz i should show the truth/character of mine...im not gonna pretend/assume somehow...i really want to show that what kind of people im....so from that onwards...im being natural when she came..

AH!! something interesting happen during the party ...micheal and marcus...and ke liang..omg..!! FARNY DUDES EVER....they made a pizza....well..!! FAILED ...xD!!..loser..haha jkjk...=)...but is really nice, especially the cheese..xD..with sausage...SeDAP haha...

Unfortunately, the party end around 11pm, to me.....im kinda satisfied....BLAME SOMEONE!!---sook yee haha xD...neh..!! actually is time we supposed to back home...it is enough...!! After we sent sook yee back home, we went to old town and have a great conversation and chat....we talked about life, career, relationship...I gain alot of knowledge from ther....

Let me give some persuasion , Leou GYN!!! =)....YOU ARE LUCKY ONES....but anyway ...should think about your future now..cuz is very important oh ^^...comment about you.....^^ YOU ARE FriendLY!~~~ haha ...love it...Ke liang !! HM~~ =)...well do anything you like ^^...trust me...u can be the best one....if your dad asked you to take over his business...that is great..^^ go ahead..do it...!! =)..we are the supportive team for u....MARCUSS!!! =).....BEsT!!! =)...haha...nothing bad to say about you...i really wish i could have one...!! xD!!!..but fortunately ....u tak ada..xD...semua baik haha...KENneth!!..=)...so quite...xD during the conversation....but you are right wat you said....nothing is 4ever...but is not all ....depend...^^...just little disagree..haha ....anyway ...never regret have a friends like you guys that we could get so close and have a great talk xD....wish we could go next time AGAIN !! haha xD...

AND!!!!!

I wan to say sorry to my best fren ...leou gyn....Actually i did something wrong, previously..i hurt ur feeling. Im sorry....i feel guilty and remorse...I just knew how important you are....not only you, marcus...TQ !!..for fetch me back home. I should repay you 1 day haha ^^....And, what you guys said that, im a understanding people...Well, im glad to hear that, but to me actually im still think that im not enough..Probably im still a teenager with a less experience. I understand how people feel, but i duno how to solve it...I'm really talkative ....verY!! haha xD...but i really wish i could lend my hand some certain things. I do understand my weakness, which is taking people stuff without permission. Im really sorry to the dudes that i did that to you before..perhaps this is a bad habit...im trying to change..but i couldn't....Anyway, thx for your comment and i really having so much fun to have friends like you guys, particularly the very close friends. I guess u know who im talking xD...Once again, TQ Pui yee for inviting me =) Love yA!!!...TQ Marcus and Sook Yee for fetching me !! Love Both of u !!!..xD...TQ Leougyn for forgiving me...i duno whether you are...but from my thought...yes u are BABE^^...Love BO!!!....and TQ..Li Peng ^^...for coming to the party....^^ ...you made my day haha..xD and TQ EVERYONE !! ^^

life......

2009-09-29T06:11:00.000-07:00

Gonna graduate soon, i dislike the feeling....i want to be secondary life...school life...it is fun. No need to worry about financial, future and everything about my life. Peace~~, but this isn't gonna stop, time is not gonna stop. We have to keep walking, until the end of the road or else we still need to worry about us, safety on the road. Life- money, house, family. Everyone and everything. I am so worry right now. Feel not safety.. School gonna end. Spm gonna come. How many A im gonna get for? i really wish i could get all distinction. Hope so..=)....dislike the feeling....Wish i could control the time...Like a machine, next? previous? as i like....don't wanna say goodbye...teenager life....but this is adolescence that gonna face ....the fact......i hate it........~~~~

O.O tagged by sook yee

2009-09-25T09:58:00.000-07:00

1.Li Peng
2.Sook Yee
3.Sebastian
4.Ponli
5.Pikling
6.Kennie
7.Leougyn
8.Chingjin
9.Kevin
10.YewKwan

01-[ 4号认识6号吗? ]
-No-

02-[ 10号是男还是女? ]
-Boy-

03-[ 8号的兴趣是? ]

-Piercing-

04- [ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ]
-got, sister-

05-[ 7号姓氏? ]
-Chin-

06-[ 10号人缘好吗? ]
-okay-

07-[ 4号有人追吗? ]
-Got, For sure-

08-[ 承上2号呢? ]
-What is this?!-

09-[ 6号喜欢的颜色是? ]
-Green?-

10-[ 3号和10号是朋友吗? ]
-Yes-

11-[ 8号的生日是? ]
-DUno HAHA-

12-[ 5号读哪呢? ]
-SUngai Long-

13-[ 你怎么认识10号的? ]
-Form 1-

14-[ 你跟1号的生日差几个月? ]
-below 1 month-

15-[ 你和9号有出去玩过吗? ]
-Yes-

16-[ 你喜欢和2号聊天吗? ]
-Wa, that girl.. damn talkative .-

17-[ 你喜欢和3号在一起吗? ]
-yes...can brw money haha-

18-[ 你觉得7号人怎么样? ]
-frenly ^^-

19-[ 你觉得9号人怎么样? ]
-VERY GOOD ^^-

20-[ 你爱5号吗? ]
-As friend ^^....future duno? ahah-

1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的
- Sook Yee-

2. 你们认识多久呢
-6 + -

3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗
-very best friend...6 years wo...LOL-

4. 你与他(她)的关系是
-Bestfriend-

5.你覺得他(她）的個性如何
-cute,farny,clumsy,careless and friendly ^^-

6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是
-Watch Porn-

問 : 當你在更衣室沖水门忽然被打开了你会
答 : "Hi!!!!!!"

問 : 海中忽然大浪來襲后你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了你会
答 : Wouwit.....Hei miss, nice body..xP!!!!

問 : 去海边玩会使用咩交通工具
答 : 三輪車

問 : 你突然发现沒帶泳裝泳衣你会買吗
答 : Wear underwear go swim la...wat is the big deal?

問 : 回去时发现有其他遊客手机沒拿你会觉得是哪牌子的
答 : Nokia?Sony ericsson?

問 : 海边对你來说是
答 : Beautiful 飄difu

問 : 看到镜子会不由自主的向前吗
答 : Yep

問 : 经常用洗面乳吗
答 : 2 days 1 time

問 : 说到自恋会想到谁
答 : Myself

問 : 有人说该減肥了你会
答 : OF COURSE IM THE 1ST...

問 : 自恋適合你吗
答 : YEAH!!!.....cuz i always rejected by girls =)

Somewhere

2009-09-25T02:44:00.000-07:00

i'm gonna leave soon, where?
place which is beautiful, peace and calm.
Relax and happy would always appear in the place where i want to be. Where it is ?
I don't know, just want to said somewhere? Actually it just some aspiration(desire,hope) inside me.
There is no place no where so called beautiful, peace and calm. Not even others country, not even heaven. But inside my heart. Place which my soul and my body could feel relax, especially when i dreaming. Dream on someone? The shadow of her. Blur image i couldn't see . I will feel curious and i really wan to know who she was? The answer who will shows in my future. That it will always happens in my life. Is truth, exactly the same as the dream. Person, People, Place . Is the same....what actually it is ? Why it will show us? Is it our human ability ? I guess so ><...it seems kinda fun , but i would like if the image or the picture or the dreams shows more clear !!! that would be nice...and dream everyday ..I would like to know my future .YEAH!!!!....HELL Ya..!!

please...get well soon...

2009-09-24T08:23:00.000-07:00

please..god...please tell me there is nothing happen to her...just a slightly pain..but not terrible injured happen to her...please...i don't wanna listen anything which is affect her life....please ....now i just realize ...hw important she is ...to me...from now on ...she is the only person i will care the most besides my parents/family...please do not easily let her get into trouble or have to take any treatment..please....tell me that she just injured a little ...she is my very best friend...please ....may god be with her....pray...

2009-09-22T08:34:00.000-07:00

Pray*
Mr.Alphonsus. I wish you could get well soon. May God be with you.

Hei,mr.alphonsus how are you? i knew something happened during school day. I heard they said that you fainted in the class when you are teaching some classes.. I wish it did not affect your health, please do not let us worry about you.mr.v told us that you seems well...wish that is truth, what i've heard...anyway....PLease take care of yourself...May God Be with you ...

2009-09-14T08:08:00.001-07:00

1 week...over...well i don't know wat to say...but i knew that i did very badly in my exam....
ahh!!! panic.....wish i could get an A1 ...please T_T.....study hard !!!

GoodLuck Kids =)

2009-09-10T05:43:00.000-07:00

hei everyone, those who facing major exam this year...=)...i wish you goodluck and all the best =)..even though is trials...do your best as u can =) Never give up , or attitude with easy go easy come. No such thing kids. No more =). Gambatehru =)...and aisheru =) HAHA !!! =)

i duno what im doing...

2009-09-08T07:08:00.001-07:00

i duno what im doing.....

=)- pierced and the feeling of mine

2009-09-01T03:21:00.000-07:00

i pierced and look so wrong. I could not get myself into a good condition through the night that always people used to do. Get me? if you do not, then get yourself out of this. I'm trying to be best but not better. Seems like no one notice i pierced except the dude who get me into this and my parents as well. Well, it looks handsome to me but i feel uncomfortable . Something so annoying , something weird and so wrong. 'WHAT THE HELL!!!!!" blurted.....force to ...but not want to T_T.....ah !!! after i took out the earring ...I FEEL !! ..better =)....and look normal...haha...i love the previous me...that i always be =).

彼此的相愛

2009-08-21T01:00:00.000-07:00

明明就感到近在咫尺，不過伸手還是無法掌握，就算如此，儘管留不住，有些東西也會常駐心頭吧，身處相同的時間，望過了一樣的光景，只要記得這些，就算分隔兩地，也能相信彼此是同在的，現在我要不斷奔跑下去，只要朝著遠方而去，總有一天，也能抵達期望的目標。。。。。。。

或者總有一天。。。我也會在遇到你。。。

Happy birthday GAY weiliem..

2009-08-15T05:25:00.000-07:00

WEiliem happy birthday ~~ Cant celebrate with you today , but dun worry we celebrate with you next year...lolx..~~~august 15.....saturday ....WEILIEM....STEVEN CHOW HERE WISH YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! gay ~~~=).....grow up alredi, stop being like a 3 years old kid....haha...maturity should grow up as well ^^ k la.....thats all i wan to say gay ....1 more time....HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!

Pui Yee ~~

2009-08-15T05:24:00.001-07:00

Hei , someone told me that you are sick, fever, ^^.....dun worry---you will get well soon .....haha...rest more la ^^...

喜歡你笑的時候

2009-08-13T07:01:00.000-07:00

看著你笑，我心裡充滿希望，
看著你笑，我心裡充滿幸福，
看著你笑，我心裡充滿信心，
看著你笑，我心裡充滿喜歡，

好喜歡看著你笑的感覺。。希望你能每天對著我笑喔。｝

3 days absent

2009-08-12T05:38:00.000-07:00

O.....really sick, fever, flu , cough, fainted ...wow terrible hahax....now i feel better...=).....Guys, my friend and family...dun worry ...im fine =D.....thx for caring ya...love u guys ...muacks ...xD

Im so stupid

2009-08-12T05:32:00.000-07:00

I feel regret, remorse and guilty...cuz i din appreciate what i got previously...someone care about me , someone who are my true friend, and someone i fall in love with before. I really wish time could turn back and start again, but time is not a game, is past.....never return. Just hope, if i go after you again , you will accept me....can i? I guess no....well.........let it be......from now on....i will use my sense and thought...to do what i should do, and who i should go after, --- who care about me, worry about me ........and now ...study hard....get 7 A for my spm and im satisfy ....wish god will always stand next to me and agree with my decision...~~ always....tq.....and love you

When im sick

2009-08-10T06:56:00.000-07:00

When im sick, the feeling of desperate, the feeling of hate, dislike...appear again. I really wish someone could talk to me. And im too lucky...my fren- kenny help me out...~~ staying nxt to me....made some jokes. hahax...i feel better now ......not only him.....i need to say thx to another person as well...she made quite a number of jokes...hahax and some caring message....that she wrote...i feel warm...~~ and safe....hahax....not praise you orhx xD......just want to say tQ....=D.....im not gonna mention who la ....=D you know yourself...=D....

Sunday---after badminton....i exhausted and have a bad feeling. i knew im gonna have a terrible sick ....but i just ignore...cuz i thought it will recover once i take a nap....went home wif kenny and take a nap

Monday- absent to school, cuz having a terrible fever and my dad brought me to see doctor, and he gave me some medicine...and i slept in my grandma house.....and i fainted outside the toilet, before i asked to go back home....gosh...

十大女人－男人怕怕

2009-08-08T19:15:00.000-07:00

1。太虛榮－－example：有錢賣lvbag
2。愛美太超過－－example：喜歡整容的女人
3。不能同甘共苦－－example：結婚後跟丈夫分住
4。倒胃口－－example：明明說借現在說給
5。生活在L世界－－example：lesbian
6。geek女－－example：不做家務
7。控制欲太強－－example：24小時管丈夫
8。暴力－－example：野蠻
9。週末變身女－－example：週末瘋狂，平時正常
10。絕食女－－example：每天絕食，想吃老婆煮的飯都沒機會吃到。。

誰認為我講的對，請給兩個。。最正確的。。答案和comment
比如：1 and 2, i agree with you steven

Friday ~~Badminton----challenger

2009-08-07T06:51:00.000-07:00

Orhx, the latest badminton court -challenger,is not huge as i expected but is very convenient cuz it just near my house haahx ^^.....snooker,futsal,badminton....wonderful !!!! excellent !!!! so i could go ther with my dad everyday ~~--- snooker ....my dad is very pro in that game =D but im sux xD...!!!anyway ...just to inform u guys, ~~ new badminton court near cempaka school ~~~named---challenger..~~~=D

Friday~after school, i and friends~~ sookyee,fish,ding,yao and the others.....play badminton....it was so much fun !!!! Later on, we went to psr mlm....damn something happened....embarrassed.....i din expect they went to psr mlm, buy food with the bags !! gosh....bag is so huge to carried and it was so annoying--- i guess u know why....~~ lucky someone help me out --- dear best fren ---kevin th0NG !!! my gay partner xD....jkjk....~anyway ~~~ i think thats all i wan to say --=D

~ Tq ~ ms.toh~

2009-08-06T06:43:00.001-07:00

Hei, even though we duno each other and not as close as your normal friends.~~ tq ...tq so much for being supportive. Well, will you do me a favor ? xD stop asking am i ok? or dun upset or somehow hahax....cuz i don't have anymore xD ...Tq ~~ so much ~~ hahax....my friend ~~ ms.toh xD~~ i really do wish , we could meet each other cuz i cant wait to know you, what kind of person u are? is that friendly ? is that farny? i really wan to know ? xD!!!! ~~ k la...thats all for you today hahax...no more praise* xD...or else u will lanc 1 hahax...( no offense ) jkjk~~

Someone mention u ~ but i dun hav the feeling of caring anymore~

2009-08-05T17:52:00.000-07:00

Someone mention about you, and tel me that u had back to the relationship that u used to be...Im not happy what i heard, but as not deep as i used to be...i feel calm and happy...Tq~ leaving me....if nt until today~ i feel abnormal , hate and pain deep inside my heart....As long u happy, im satisfy .....Someone said i change very fast- just like a few days...actually im not ....but as i said , not much as i used to be.....~~ anyway....be happy always...~with ur love 1

Wish Everything will Get back as Usual as soon as possible

2009-08-04T06:45:00.000-07:00

Haiz..Many things happened today, many misunderstanding between my friends- sook yee and kenny. Why just let it go ? Haiz..Is it so hard to say " im sorry, can you forgive me".. just an apologize...ken-..( no offense ) ....as a boy..and a men. You must understand the situation. Well scott, ( no offense ), i knew you din mean that, obviously you will feel pissed right? i know how it feel, i understand so i din stand any side, but i will be the person who would like to listen, what is going on..~ Ken, let it go , just forgot about it ok? Now u look, scott alredi said sorry to leou gyn, and they nothing right now. But you urself get into trouble..well...i duno what to said....but only things i could say is try to be the person...try to think what will happen if i done this things..? Think wisely....Sookyee, well i duno what to said as a friend...I know it will not happy if someone said that, i will do what you did as well. But i wish you do not get angry--anymore what kenny did previously, wish you could forgive him....Can we get back the friendship that we used to be? huh? please...i really wish u guys stop misunderstanding or something..and with just a small matter...ok? ( no offense) How old you guys alredi ? What want to argue with just a small matter? little misunderstanding..Only things i can do, offer my prays, wish everything could get well soon...

Scott.....dun feel bad ok? i do notice you are not happy today...I din think much about jin mun already. I feel ok now =D, seriously..you and i still best friend, but i only wish you could tre8 her good and loyal. Stop flirting ...boy xD...haha....no offense huh...You know someone dislike you, i do know but i will just ignore...cuz we know each other long time right? Bro, dun think too much, everything is over...and i do wish take care of jin mun, be honest and loyal to her....by the way, she is just my best friend...and stop thinking. i know you think too much today, dude...be happy always...jovial=D...you are still my best friend ..scott~

Monday~~ Celebrate gyn bday

2009-08-03T06:42:00.000-07:00

Gyn ah ^^....happy birthday orhx ^^...I found that you are so much happier than saturday, we hang out together..seriously..^^...Wish you love the cake i bought for you....This is the 1st time i bought a cake for someone else except my family hahax..u are so lucky lo haha xD...jkjk....anyway ..be happy always dun always give me that moody face...i kill u haha...xD jkjkk.....k la...that is all i wan to tell u gyn....bye xD...love you and happy belated birthday =D

Leou Gyn Bday xD

2009-08-01T10:02:00.000-07:00

LEOU GYN- my best friend

happy birthday orhx^^...my dear best friend leou gyn. I notice u having much fun today. hahax...not only you, but we are ...hahax. 5 years alredi. =D Do you remember 1st time, we meet each other, you was just a fat and cute girl, but look at you now...Much different. But i never regret that i have you this kind of friend, you gave me advise, help me out of the darkness world-which is so dark so dark, without you i might not survive. Hahax...u are my best friend dude...i will appreciate it.

Lets see, today we went for karaoke 3/4 hours over there, we were having so much fun.Later on, we having our lunch in sushi king, hei forgot to tell u ....tq gyn xD..for the sushi. It was delicious, i love it . hahax....and after lunch, we went to baskin robbin to have our desert...ouch..xD...i din get 1 cuz i know is very expensive.hahax . By the way, tq gyn ~~~ tq everything

你走了~

2009-07-30T09:12:00.000-07:00

你還記得我們在一起的那感覺嗎？
你還記得我們在一起的每一分鐘嗎？
你還記得我們在一起手拉手的感覺嗎？
你還記得我們在一起渡過種種的痛苦嗎？

我還記得，我們在一起的那段感情，經過了不少風風雨雨，才在一起的。。而且我永遠~永遠都不會忘記。。我對你的愛多麼的深，多麼的喜歡，多麼的痛苦，我已經不能再承受了，我好心苦~也好痛苦。。三年了。。都過去了。。但是心裡還是無法忘記。。依然你在我的心裡多麼的重要。。我知道你终会离去就像美丽的日落而尽只是没有想到你会走的那样匆忙当我的心还在夏日的花香中徘徊当我的目光还在你停留过的地方凝视，当我悠长的思念还在积聚着对你的爱恋..就在這時。你却说你要走了。。其實我想跟你一起承擔一切。。一起面對種種困難。。看著你痛苦的樣子，我好辛苦，就明明好想在你面前哭出來。。卻做不到。。我不想你不開心。。所以在你面前扮一副開心的樣子~反而在你背後~一直不停的流眼淚。。你叫我別愛上你。。去喜歡別的女人。。
而且你也對我說：對不起，無法陪你走下去~原諒我好嗎？
我說：不。。不能。。不能原諒你。。我心裡。。永遠只有你。。每人能取代你在我心裡重要的位置。。我喜歡的女人，永遠只有你一個。。無論有多困難，我們都可以解決對不對？別放棄。。只要有一線的希望，我們都能活下去。

就在這時，我感覺到你的手好冰冷，手指漸漸的鬆開了，不在溫，不在像我以前握你的手的感覺~。。。
轉眼間。。你人就不在了。。而且失去的無影無蹤。。那天我的眼淚不停的流。。不停的。。~流。。
現在我每一天，每一秒。。都好想你。。為甚麼？為甚麼？天。這麼不公平，要拆散一對彼此喜歡對方，愛著對方的真實的戀人。我恨你。。！！我每一次看著我們過去的背影。。好懷念。。真的好不想你離開我。。好不捨得分手的感覺。。明明抓緊緊了轉眼又失去了。。就好像日落－美丽的日落總是就在一瞬間。。消失了。。

你走向远方的时候。。
带走的是我深深的却无法表露的执著。。一直固执的认定你来了以後就一定会陪着我走完我的人生的道路。。而你突然的离去才使我明白那只是一张我用相思累积的无法兑现的存单。。我明白你的离去有太多的无奈因为现实。。让你和我没的选择岁月的长河里。。也许会有很多想不到的风浪不能我們一起承擔。。對不起。。原諒我好嗎？
原諒我
以前珍惜你的不夠
原諒我
以前對你冷落的態度
原諒我
以前對你的愛不夠深
原諒我。。。。
對不起，我自錯了。。。

最後，有句話好想對你說。。但你現在卻無法聽得到。。＊就在這時我對這藍黑的天空喊著＊

－老婆！！我愛你！！我很！！！愛你！！，可以原諒我以前做錯的一切嗎？好嗎？。。。。

MY BEst FAMILY !!! AND FRIENDS 4EVER -

2009-07-29T07:58:00.001-07:00

I duno what to said? Tq. Seriously. Few droplet from my eyes flow it as usual. I feel so happy that my friend, being so supportive. TQ Sook yee!!
Tq, for everything, without you. Probably my heart will keep on thinking about her. My mind, her image, her smile, her shadow- everything about her. Without your advise, without the persuasion of yours . I might still live in darkness. And now i feel so much better. TQ....not only sook yee, my friends as well. Each of them.....kenny, leou gyn, yew kwan, kenneth, kevin and liselle=D...TQ ...for being so ..good to me....... And sorry, forgive me, being so selfish previously.........................sorry ...
FORGIVE M3......i promise you guys, im not gonna think about her anymore....and i will just focus on my studies, and the friendship of us...............

and Sook Yee sorry, when i need someone, you will be the 1st one always appear in my side. But when u need me, i will always be somewhere else. I'm sorry sook yee. im sorry. I will never abandon my friend anymore...Not only you , every single friend that i knew....I will always lend a hand or a shoulder to you guys , when you guys need me.......TQ !!!! MY FAMILIES AND MY FRIENDS.....I LOVE YOU !!

Absent today xD

2009-07-29T01:19:00.000-07:00

Not feeling well. Book~Sick....Never heard before right? xD. Im tired, and the class having today is not so important..not all but phew of them. xD so i din went to skol today and i study myself + i clean up the house. xD....to be continue

Saishiki ~ sisiki ? whatever la xD..

2009-07-27T03:45:00.000-07:00

As long i knew it is a japanese buffet restaurant.. and the foods were delicious.im satisfy =D.. Unagi is the best among the food i ate yesterday. Sashimi salmon not bad xD.. love it so much ~~ hmmph what else....cawan mushi ^^ wow...miss that..hahax anyway ~~~foods are delicious, same goes to friends. hahax friendly dude ~~ many jokes. xD!!..Kevin kevin ~~my gay partner lolx..~~jkjk~~~ anyway..it was so much fun yesterday .~~ erh~~ xD. Thats all what i wanted to post today...To be CONTINUE ~ =D

Happy~

2009-07-26T07:27:00.000-07:00

Hei..im so happy today, we like back to normal, but not normal as previously. But im SOSOSOSOSOSOSO HAPPY,felicitous......HAHAX....i dun care whether is truth or fake. But as long i see you smile...HAHAH!!! im just satisfy to see you happy even though you might be with someone else. TQ, TQ, TQ, TQ !!!

Finally ~^^

2009-07-25T01:09:00.000-07:00

phew, i feel better now,much better hahax. And something i din expected, it happen hahax. Anyway just like i used to said. do whatever u want, as long you like it , dun give up, i will always support whatever decision u made.XD, of course i do wish we could get back the friendship between us. Just friend. But because of something else. I was hardly/force to made this kind of decision. But i never remorse/regret. Just as long you happy, i could do whatever you like.hahax, dun worry i will know ,you never view my blog after all. So these kind of stuff, i post just to release my anger or the pain of mine. hahax...promise me , be with you love ones 4ever, and be happy always

我就是那麼的自私，而且我沒有那麼的伟大

2009-07-24T03:49:00.000-07:00

我没有那么伟大就像你的前男友
我知道
我并不能忘记你，不能挽回我們在一起玩的那段很好的感情
也不能不愛你
都说只要自己爱的人幸福就好
我知道自己做不到
我想要的是我跟你在一起的幸福
不是只有看着你幸福。
我的爱，没有那么伟大
虽然这才是我最想要的
但我不会再跟你说，
不想再打扰你的生活
我只会对你说祝福你和“对不起”这三个字，对不起－我以前所做錯的一切
却不会再对你说我爱你
我只能尽我所能不去打扰你
不去想你，不去爱你
把你忘记的一干二淨
可是，我可以用欺骗来安慰伤痛吗？
我想要继续的哭泣不得不终止
想要挣扎的勇气不得不呼吸
想要释放的感伤不得不收敛
因為我想做出一副沒事的樣子
不想要別人為我而擔心
我的爱，没有那么伟大
我也不希望它那么伟大
我的私心
不会让你知道
不会任何人知道
我敢承认
我爱的是你
我不能说爱的也是你
我希望有一天你会看见这篇文章
希望你不会忘记我
我的爱就是那麼的自私
只因为对象是你
没有甚麼好後虧的，
現在我只有一句话，想對你說
也是最不能对你说的话
就是
－我爱你－

24/7/09--Hyper

2009-07-23T21:47:00.000-07:00

Orhx, what the hell~~~ why everyone so hyper today xD... especially during the bio science class. xD we are discussing about the Preservation and Conservation of the Environment.~~ lolx actually ms.kasturi wrote/draw the web ~ related to the consumer ~~ u guys know right xD.

Ms.Kasturi: Ok, what happen to the others consumer if without the primary consumer?

These What she draw PADDY(PRODUCER)--->>RATS(PRIMARY CONSUMER) AND ANOTHER CONSUMER)------>>> SNAKE, CHICKEN AND FROGS ( SECONDARY CONSUMER)---->>>EAGLE AND HUMAN ( TERTIARY CONSUMER)

Pei Ying: PADDY FIELD INCREASE !!! Others maintain

STeven: No ~~~, EVERYONE INCREASE BECAUSE OF THE CHICKEN---EAT PADDY.XD

Pei Ying: NO !!!! Chicken not eating paddy ~~..-_-....!!!

Steven : YES !!!!

Kenneth: er huh?

Pei Ying: NO !!!!!

Steven : YES !!!

At the same time ms.kasturi -_-.....

Ms.Kasturi: Chicken eat paddy -_-...Pei ying

Steven: NAH !!! SEE ?...

Pei Ying: NO !!!!!!

Ms.Kasturi: now u are the teacher or im the teacher? excuse me ?...NOW GET BACK INTO YOUR PLACE...

Everyone silent..lolx....

nth much farny actually, just i wrote it for fun xD.....normal conversation xD

I couldnt concentrate on my studies today- 23/7/09

2009-07-23T05:54:00.000-07:00

I duno why...i don't know what is wrong with me today. I couldn't concentrate on my studies at all. I read the whole sentence and i was like' what '? and i keep repeating the same sentence for few times but yet i couldn't get these things in my mind. Something wrong with me today . Probably im exhausted, mind stress. I don't know what to do. Perhaps i should take some rest, and get myself into good condition, so i could concentrate again. Ah~!!!, nvm lahx, i continue tmrw, damn wasted like 2hours ...T_T

16 days

2009-07-21T18:29:00.000-07:00

These 16 days i din call you, not even a single message i send to you. I tried to ignore you and trying to forget everything about you for these 7 weeks which is 49 days. But today i sent u a message. i duno why ? im just still worried* . Someone told me u din went to school today. I thought u were having fever or somehow. Later on, u replied me and i dun have any feeling, i dun feel happy or remorse. Just normal like friends, i duno why. we like back to the friendship that we used to be. i knew i still love you, but not deep as previously. Probably after i heard that stuff, that u said. ---This is called love? Ya, i not love as deep as your xbf, but i had put so much effort try to be the good, the best, the perfect one, i wanted to be the important position in your heart previously. But at the end, i give up , and i have done so much things to u but you will never know.I never blame you for that.At the same time, I feel so stupid, why i being so good to you, worried about you? Even though u dun like me anymore? I keep repeating the same question. But i still couldn't get the right answer. Well, i just wish i could look at you, protect you all the time and i will maintain the distance between you and me. Promise me, be happy always.

Tuesday-~ 21 july 2009 -- WHAT a boring day~!!!

2009-07-21T06:58:00.000-07:00

Well....nothing much happy today, 1 word bored !!!! breakfast- lunch - school- comeback study for 4 hours--- at the same time i was duno wth im reading or studying - as long i knw i was wasting time lOLX..!!!!!!swt......to be continue ------Wednesday 22 july 2009

Bored !!

2009-07-20T18:43:00.000-07:00

Im so BORED today doing nothing 1st 2 period. Doing Nothing cuz i drop account subject ~~ replace general Science....AHH~~!!!! bored -_-....Update my blog, cHange Lay Out ....awww BORED, BORED,BORED !!!!xD.....STUDY LA ! THEN ? XD lolx

2009-07-20T18:13:00.000-07:00

Last saturday, i went to wayee house celebrate her bday party, i was not that late after all..xD....well i was having so much fun on that day, the cooperation between me and scott were extreamly good xD....we can be super-star future xD...lolx..we sang from 4-7 pm ...and later on ground floor was fully packed with people. adults and kids...gosh~~~ ....the food was nice , delicious xD..especially the satay.....later on i was drank few cans of beer, and i was drunk....i knew wat im doing, but i couldnt control it, ....im totally drunk, my face was hot and red. And im telling the truth, i duno what i had said out. But as long i knw is quite embarassing. I did asked a question from kenny whether u wan to c my underwear colour* GOSH ~~embarassing though.!!!!...and i laugh out without nothing...seriously is ....damn !!! but i din like those real drunk people - who used to sex hormones always came out when they are drunk....ewww~~...but i was like a clown -_-....anyway.....i dun think i gonna drink anymore beer, nt eve a single cans, cuz i knew it was dangerous xD.....ok ....the ends lOLX...bye bye xD

不應該愛的太深

2009-07-16T06:15:00.000-07:00

如果相逢是错，我愿意一错再错……
如果相爱不知路尽头，我情愿一生徘徊等候。

不管将来相伴一生的是谁，你都在我心底最不可触摸的角落。
也许当岁月与铅华都遗忘的时候；
你我还能以一种近似当初的心来彼此慰籍。
还爱着，只是有太多的原因造就了这一结果。
无法相守的一生注定了我们缘浅于此。
真的好想像当初梦的、畅想的那样。

生命因爱情而美丽，在历经了太多的人生苦难之后，终才知道，
有些话说了就收不回，有些事情做了也无法回头。
没有是非对错，一切都是上天在捉弄我。
爱着，是一件多么美妙的情感，思念着，却无法相守，
是一场耐人寻味的爱恋，凄苦而无奈。

为什么相爱的人不能在一起？
为什么所有的爱情故事都要是半生缘？
为什么只能选择自己不爱的人？
不相爱的两个人为何却偏偏注定要相伴一生？

问情为何物？
只一句“情乃折磨人的咒语”
放弃，
只因为爱的太深，爱太深，才对自己没把握，
要用放弃做赌注，输了，只因对方不够爱你……

爱得太深或许也是一种错
爱得太深或许注定会寂寞

茫茫人海中
相遇，相识，相知，相恋
都算是一种缘份　一种感动

多年以后
回过头
却发现
曾经爱过的人都已走远
曾经执着的爱情都只是场空

是爱情是空还是人是空
是爱太复杂还是人太复杂

爱原本是简单的
只是我们想得太复杂

冰冷的房间
冷冷的夜晚
冰凉的身躯
我
不敢再回味

多年以前，多年以后
守在你身边的人又会在哪里

漆黑的夜，我看不到自己心灵的深处还藏着谁的影子……

2009-07-02T18:48:00.000-07:00

I feel uncomfortable these days, i thought these things, these cases were settle. But why? the way you react ...it shows hate,ignore,away from me. I'm not gonna mention anything about what is going on with me. But i do feel something remorse,desperate and guilty. There is many misunderstanding between you and me. I feel i hate myself, being so selfish, didn't care about your feelings deep inside your heart. I'm so sorry, the selfishness of mine,annoyance of mine. I knew even though i apologize million times to you, you will never forgive me. I knew what is wrong with me. I knew I was wrong. I also knew you keep these things inside your heart , your mind as a secret. Never gonna tell anyone. You were just standing at the corner being alone, not telling anyone/talking to anyone. I knew, i knew you feeling, your reaction , you movement what is gonna do next. i knew.i guess i unable to get back the previous feeling/friendship of us.

(_ _ _ _ _ _ ) i'm sorry, please forgive me. I promised from now on.. i'm not gonna talk to anyone except you...i never abandon you anymore. 000---sign of swearing to god(~^(00)^~)..wish we could get back the previous feeling, the 1st time we know each other..ignore the things that i said before..back to the friendship ^^ best friend..so we could hangout together again.

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Yo~YO

2009-06-29T19:50:00.000-07:00

yoyooyo !!! wassup ...ladies and gentlemen...im back ^^....awo...gonna repeat again. It is been a long time i din post anything on my blog...is kinda bored xD....well well..what a gleeful day i ever had ~~ ^^ ...what happen today? whats wrong wif me? today ?...Erhmph..mind stress-_-.......screw up everything AHAHA ...scolded by my dear lecturer ...AWHH!~...i forgot to do my hmwrk xD....ah what sudut pandangan...goSH...this killing me....probably 5 pages so i could complete my homework....T_T...Unfortunately, i was in the blacklist AHAH!!! another surprise things AHAHA!!!!...great !!! Detention !!! WOHO!!!, Clean the toilet..What a wonderful thing i never receive before in my lIFE !!! ...hoho~~~..something wrong with my mind today ....MUST BE !~~~.....hahaha

2009-05-24T08:08:00.000-07:00

Things doesn't change much, since the day i left here and move somewhere and makes you feel hate, and upset?I came back and just watching you someone where that you could not see me .I was lonely these 5 years,feel bored, lifeless.Do you remember the day we meet each other? How was it going?We meet each other in the playground that is next to the mosque.You were playing some card games, while i was playing football.Shafiq was injured during the match, and u joined us.I think that is how we meet each other.Do you still remember the day we hang out together with bmx bike and we holding a huge wood, and someone thought us we were finding taking revenge on somebody but the truth is we were just act cool haha!!.Do you still remember the game we use to play in your house? The racing car and yoyo that i stole money from my dad wallet and bought it just to play with you and that cost 50++ cuz yoyo was so popular during our childhood. Ah i miss that so much, everyday i just wish i could dream/flashback the great,best day ever in my life with you.Now my life is lifeless, i guess u had a pretty girl friend though, but im still lonely xD...boring.Even though , i tried so hard to lowered down my weight, consequences is 0 ....totally 0 ...no 1 likes me ...but hates me....dude...dun forgot about me...even though u have a new life right now....=) -----steven dadada !!! simon

SORRY FOR THAT IM LAZY

2009-05-23T06:01:00.000-07:00

=D.....dun have time to post a single word....BA~~

2009-04-15T06:29:00.000-07:00

Who am i? i keep repeating the same question to myself. "Who am i?".A curious sensation overwhelmed me. Pondering, based scientific method , i was born with a tiny little thing called zygote or embryo and my final product is a foetus. Occasionally, i will think something people never think before. Who am i actually? i'm lost, i couldn't explain it. Over the years, i still couldn't get away from this, this sort of question. I feel im living in the darkness. I couldn't get out from here. I would often talk to the god without people noticing. I have been talking to the god all the time, but always one-sided conversation. And i tried asking the same question quite a number, but once i realize there will be no answer from the conversation with the god. In my heart deep inside, full of sorrow...telling me "you will never get the answer for you entire life" . I am lonely, and desperate until i meet "them". They bring me out from the darkness, they gave me more comfort than they used to do.They gave me the energy to built up myself, they save me and motivate me when im lost. Without them, perhaps i still living in a place which constantly made me feel less than human. Who are they actually? They are my best friend until today. They are the members from cempaka beat.....guys ...I LOVE you...ty for so much bring me up ..when i was facing many problem...especially david...ty so much...dude...

Mr.AL

2009-04-13T06:13:00.000-07:00

Hi guys, it been a long time i din post anything to my blog, anyway. i would like to try my best to post once every single day.Perhaps, i will post once a while..HAHAHA.Well, i just received all my exam paper, is unacceptable. But i would like to try my best to get the best result/ mark as i could. The 1st thing i wanted to do, it to improve my language- English. I still unsatisfied with my mark that i receive from my teacher.But i would like to learn from people.I will use my endurance to complete every single order from teacher.Now, teacher is trying to motivate us, he gave us 5 essay , 5 est and 5 literature every week.I will follow the instruction given by teacher, complete everything. Previously, Puan Azura did not give a work like these before. We just do few homework such as est,essay and some easy job.But mr.alphonsus is the best teacher i ever meet in my life. He push and encourage us to be the top student that he could. He had tried his best, he would never give up to the brainless-buttheads in the school like me and he know the position he standing right now. If compare to puan aimi- principle in our skol and mr.alphonsus, I prefer mr.alphonsus to be the principle for our school, is because i know he would be the great principle in the world. Mr COOL!!! WE 5 COMMERCE 1 LOVE YOU....!!!
MAN MUST TOIL FROM SUN TO SUN,
BUT THE TEACHER'S WORK IS NEVER DONE.....

i a conversation!!

2009-03-30T21:47:00.000-07:00

Li Peng : hey! we are now in school, sitting in the class and being moody.
Steven : i know, but at least you got something to do ...homework given by mr.cool~~
Li Peng : Hello!! the h/work is given to the whole class, including you yourself. But there is "someone" refuse to do it now, in the class...
Steven : Who?who? who is the guy !!...100% i'm not the 1 because i am updating my blog...must be someone else...haha~...( most of the class playing their own mac except li peng )
Li Peng : you miss out someone. Hong Yaip is still doing his work. Anyways, is almost lunch now. Can't wait until the school end, then i can get back home, update my blog and complete all my schoolwork.It is definitely going to take a long periods of time for me to do it. And done more thing, did you pay for your spm??
Steven : opps...i totally forgot everything about the fees for spm ..haha...by the way i will pay it tomorrow. Hong Yaip is not doing his work, he is setting up the position for water polo tomorrow. You must be confusing, what the hell am i saying right ? (li peng in awkward position)
Li peng : I am not as awkward as you do. About the fees, sorry to tell that the deadline is here. Miss Prassanna going to report to pn Aimi for those who has not yet submit and pay. Miss Prassanna met those who hasn't submit the form. You didn't go and meet her in the biology lab? Hope that I wasn't so late to tell you now.
Steven : AH.!!! i'm gonna dead !! Fine, if you saw her today, please tell her that i'm going to pay her tomorrow.
Li peng : we will see her. Later we are going down to physics lab, so we might see her in the bio lab.
Steven : ok...i go with you.( brb )
Li Peng : Whatever..got to go down to the lab now. let's stop this conversation. byebye.

written by li peng and steven

love you...

2009-02-15T05:58:00.000-08:00

At first glance of you, I have a sudden feeling from the inside that I could not describe. The urge within, bursting out of me, and then I was blank. Watching you, as if petals were falling from the sky; glowing light came out from the darkness. And there I stood, speaking to myself ‘Who is she?’. Your beautiful eyes, your feminine voice, I couldn’t resist you nor getting me eyes off you. And it was the day, of a whole new beginning, a new path to an endless road.

Ever since that day, I’ve been able to see you everywhere. No matter near or far, the image of you will be reflected to my sight. Somehow, I was dragged to your attention. Your smile, it makes a difference to me, to everything; captivated by your beauty, healing the wounds in my heart. As I told myself, I was in love. With you in my heart, there will be no more loneliness. But, what will happen if I confessed? Would I be able to see your smile again? Day by day, I’ve been thinking: What shall I do? What could I possibly do? I could lose this chance, the one and only.

Time flies, minutes to days, weeks to months. I’ve been keeping it in my heart, waiting for the time to come, the time to show you how much I feel about you. Sadly, unfortunately, you were with someone else. I couldn’t stand it, for you being with him. Well, maybe we were not meant to be together; or I was too much into fantasy, delaying everything what I was suppose to do at first; or it was a mistake, for loving you?

Till now, everything was different. I was losing hope, faith, everything. The distraction between this is driving me nuts, I just couldn’t get you off my mine=d. Now I finally realised, it was a wrong decision, the wrong time. Its too late to change, too late to forgive. I was broken-hearted, seeing you in a way, living on happily with him. I could just wish to get myself out of here, to somewhere peaceful, away from everything.

I’ve regretted, for what I’ve done. I wished I could just go back in time, to tell you how much I love you. But I guess it wont happen, and there I was infatuated. I may forget the past, the time we had, the felt of romance; but I wouldn’t, and never, forget that day. The day of the first time we meet.

pls correct my mistake

2009-02-12T02:20:00.000-08:00

i had changed my mind...update my blog everyday...this is the only way i could improve my english =D...im abide with my broken english....eh...i wish someone could correct my sentences if there any mistake =D....i would like to learn from you guys...Mr.Alphonsus thought us subject-verb agreement.....=D......

take note!!...there should be a subject in every sentence!!!
there is 4 noun ....command noun
proper noun
collective noun
abstract noun...you guys should remember this!!

im just trying to recall u guys !!....ooo...i having a bad day..i failed my maths exam damn!!!....i forget the part...which is ..compare ...that seng foo thought me after the test..gosh ~~~....ergh!!...nvm...i trying to get over it ...but i couldnt ....i hate myself..!!= =..i should put more effort into my study ok guys ....i gtg...nt feeling well.....ill ...bb =D....pls ...dun forget to give comment...=D....bb

2009-02-11T17:58:00.000-08:00

=D...can u guess what im doing right nw ?><..i having sjrh exam...=D...i just completed sjrh test =D....is quite easy cuz i can view the book wahahah!!!....easy job =D..well...opps...got caught by mr.v...vv.v.v.v.i gtg...bb ahaha...

2009-02-10T02:45:00.000-08:00

hmm..cny just end ...back to skol xD..im back to blog!!...=D..well im nt free always...so i will update my blog once a week =D....thats will be better..XD><...ok ...i think thats all i wanted to tell you guys...see ya...xD><...

2009-02-02T08:11:00.000-08:00

hei WAZZUP guys...it has been a long time i din update my blog ^^...i just finished my job =D..wat you mean?...as u guys knw im working in a company call purple cane as a promoter...if u dun believe u can ask mr.andrew or mr.kam...they saw me last week =D...loL~...im selling tea...ah...=D..ok lets talk about others..

let me ask you a question....when you will do odious thing?...=D...ANSWER ME ..!!!

comparing ~ agree ?

1st day to skol in year 2009

2009-01-05T06:23:00.000-08:00

well...holiday is over...back to skol...ahhzz...smthing make me uncomfortable ....kenny and kah yong...zaaim is not here...they are in com2...well...i abit miss them..lol...im nt gay ~~~!!...just feel uncomfortable.cuz they are my best fren dude.hmm...lucky sebas still remain in com1 ...if nt...i dun hav best partner anymore T_T...lol...~~i found smth interesting today...what is name again !!@@...oo ya mr.vanesh..he is an interesting guy..he is friendly ...i hope he can improve our sjrh ...ahh...our worse subject..xD...wish... 2009 is the best year ever....

how to change our fate

2008-12-24T06:22:00.000-08:00

to attain intelligence and wisdom, we practice the giving of teaching . to attain health and longevity we practice the giving of fearlessness. this is the correct way to change our fate

destiny

2008-12-22T07:30:00.000-08:00

everybody and everything has a set destiny. buddha shakyamuni taught us that this is due to the Law of Cause and effect.As long we give rise to a cause be it a thought..word..or act..a result that is a set destiny...example...cause: you plant a mango tree ....result: the mango tree grow...Our lives are destined. But we can change...how to change?..transcend the six realms of reincarnation...what is six realms of reincarnation?...is like our own fate and destiny...everyone need to go through this thing before we become a real human..maybe or animal or some kind of ghost..hungry ghost..this is true..is not easily transcend the six realms of reincarnation...

actually destiny is your discretion..you can change it yourself by doing good deeds

2nd fair...malaysia trade and consumer fair...FINALLY END

2008-12-08T04:49:00.000-08:00

well...the mines malaysia trade and consumer fair finally end...^^...well this is the card LOOK--->>...
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AHH@@....EXHIBITOR

bali-vacation

2008-12-04T18:41:00.000-08:00

These are the photo that we took in bali last week ^^...and let me tell u what is going on in this 4 days hahahaaa!!

1st day

this is my sis and beside her is my dad ^^ we are on the plane..haha!! we reach ther around 9 pm...and the tour guide wif his driver send us back to the hotel...the hotel was huge and ...thier service is very well...^^..opps forget to tell u guys ...the hotel we stay...- harris hotel ^^

2nd day

we went to a place...i forget the name ...and watch a show...er..call..bla bla..lol..i forget the name again xD...is about evil and good...lol...the person in the picture is my dad...lol...look at his face..lol..@@..

After the show...we continue our journey...hhaha...we come to a shop ..where people use to draw or make a batik cloth over here...

we having our lunch in a restaurant that is very near to volcano..and these are the picture we take over there...

this is active volcano

the place was cold. haha

after the lunch we went to a temple ...the temple was build in 10 century...u can call it as ancient temple hahah..zz..

This is the picture where i have my dinner !!

cool right ^^ beside the beach hahaha!!!

3rd day ~~ visit to turtle island

@@...omg ...can it fly???....no= = ...it cant...cuz is too young for him...hahah( 3 years old eagle..)

OMG...DAD WHAT ARE YOU DOING??? PUT IT DOWN...IS IT DANGEROUS???...dad: ..no...t(^_^t)

tour guide: gtg guys...come lets continue our mission!!...we havent finish yet...me:.eee..i miss my birdy ...rofl.= =

this is the place wher we went after the turtle island...temple again haha

temple again..= = but this temple is awesome..and huge...but the temple nt allow us to go in...so sad..it just beside the beach

i told u guys every1 is waiting for the sunset ...even my dad ..but i told them ....hopeless...hahaha...finally ..we miss the sunset...cuz ther is too many cloud blocked the view...haha

later on..we have dinner in a restaurant..^^

4th day..( last day)...hmm..

MONKEY TEMPLE ....i tell u guys ..this island is the best...haha!!...check it out...their dick..^^lOL...huge than mine..swt..especially the 2 balls...swt..actually i din notice...is my dad told me on that day lol..

finally ...we could c the sunset..it was beautiful

The end...i miss bali ..the place was fun ^^ and i love it

merry christmas

2008-12-04T06:21:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^

Classification of tea...

2008-12-03T18:51:00.000-08:00

TEA Divide into 8 type...1~GREEN TEA
2~Yellow Tea
3~Red Tea
4~White Tea
5~Qing Tea(OoLong Tea)
6~Black Tea
7~Flower Scented Tea
8~Compressed Tea

Green tea~~

Yellow tea~(Junshan Yin Zhen)~~

Red tea~(hei cha lei)-(Puer tea)

White tea~(Shou Mei)~

Qing Tea~( tie guan ying)~

Black tea~(hong cha)~

Flower Scented Tea(Hua cha Lei)~(Jasmine tea)->

Compressed Tea( Tuo Cha )~

Purple Cane ~This is the Place i WORK!!!!

2008-12-03T18:47:00.001-08:00

This is the place i work ...^^ if u want to buy tea i can giv u 20% discount o ^^

tuesday...

2008-11-26T18:14:00.000-08:00

that day was phoebe bday...i and yew kwan reach to scott home earlier....nthg change....everything is the same ...i still remember the 1st time i came to scott hs...and stay overnight...it was fun huh...haha....

later that 3 of us went to pavilion, and the 1st place we went is starbuck...^^ ruby , andy and ken were waiting for us over there....after half an hour....ruby receive a call from cherry and phoebe....they said they were coming.....and told us to be ready go down to the entrance waiting for them....i and yew kwan bought a present for her....a bag^^...after 15 min we went down...and we saw cherry and phoebe were there waiting for us....^^...

phoebe was so happy cuz she receive many present ...^^....later on...we had our lunch in a restaurant in pavilion ...."friday"....we celebrate phoebe bday over there...^^....we sing bday song and the waiter over there were so friendly..^^ and they sing a song " twinkle little star"....haha...@@....and went it come to end...they shouted into her ears...haha...^^....

later on we went to cinema....watch a movie "quarantine".....DAMN I TOLD U MAN THAT MOVIE WAS SO HORRIBLE......DAMN!!><....NO1 TOLD ME ABOUT THIS DUDE....U KNW I NVR WATCH A HORROR MOVIE BEFORE IN MY LIFE.....AH!!...DAMN LET ME TOLD U WAT IS GOING ON...

i was regret....after i bought the ticket....i giv face to phoebe...if nt i will never watch this kind of movie....when the movie start ....it was so boring....i thought we went to wrong room..LOL..zz....later on...i realize ..is nt .....damn this story is so freaking real ...making me piss off...!! i was cover my eyes wif my hand ....damn but the voice just...too loud and scary ...damn !!!......matha fuaker...i was panic..!!!...zz eeeeee.....god...my heart was asking me....why u watching this kind of movie while u knw u doesnt like it....T_T....man...my heart was beating so fst....when it come to horror scene...!!...damn it ...z.z.....EEE IT REMIND ME..>
after the movie...i go back home....the end = =

1st day work

2008-11-14T19:21:00.000-08:00

hard to describe my feeling....haha....1 word....chun~~....haha....this is the 1st time i work for people....rm4 per hour....is enough for me ...ahaha^^...i work in book fair....the mines....a teashop....=D...we have alot of promotion ....^^....hei guys if u wan to come the book fair...pls bring rm50.....^^....buy a set of green tea....now we have special promotion...if u buy 2 tea box....u free a travel blanket^^....inside a tea box got 30 pack of tea bag....individual pack and it cost 49.80^^....pls support us......location is below the signboard ZON B pls support us .....^^...o...i forgot to tell u ...our company name call purple cane....very popular huh....haha...^^

ywkuan bday

2008-11-06T02:42:00.000-08:00

it was so fffffunnnnn...haha^^ ...we go for neway...erm..after that we watch james bond ..quantam bla bla..lol...lets go to the point...8 of us celebrate wif yew kuan...sook yee, leou gyn,hong yaip, ching jin, bernet, ruby , kiet yin, and me =D...we sang jay chou song , westlife , and more and more .. i was very enjoyed...later we went to watch movie - james bond...the story was boring...but the actress was sexyyyy..lol= =..erm...after the movie..we dismiss..and tht all for today..

i wish i could have a good bday party like this after all....hmm....nth to say anymore ...so the end..swt..==(~^(00^~)

haiz..

2008-10-31T21:52:00.000-07:00

this few days or maybe few week i couldnt on9 cuz my dad din pay the bil...tmnet...haiz...sad 1....so i will nt on9 ..dun miss me ya...hahaxD

read book

2008-10-29T19:16:00.000-07:00

im forget oneself when i was reading a book this morning...my mind is totally blank ...and i was so focus on the book i was reading ....i keep on read and read...and i come to a page that is telling about a girl who trying to commit suicide....( i din bring my book today ,so i took a book from the english room..reader digest...)..hehe....actually this story is about a girl who trying to commit suicide using burning charcoal in a hotel room is becuz she just separate wif her bf...= =(she is mentally deranged...it just a small matter...i kept on thinking why nowdays teenager inmature ....

read book is the best companion....for us...=D.... beside that read book can improve our language..such as english , chinese and more..... my opinion.....~~~~~~~~ we should read more books

wednesday~~after holiday- deepavali

2008-10-29T18:55:00.000-07:00

i thought today is monday ....so i forget to go for drum practise...T_T.....sry guys....i realize when my mom told..me that today is wednesday ...= =....sorry ...david , kung fwu , cherise, bernet and teacher T_T....very sorrrryyyy